Care ( Jinkook )

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"You going somewhere?" Jin asks Jungkook in his usual low tone.

"Do you care?" Jungkook slams the door behind him and walks out putting his hands in the pockets of his black Denim Joggers pants.

Covering his whole face with a black mask and a cap, he gets in the car and starts driving.

The speed of the car gradually increases with each and every passing second. At last the speed almost reached to 99 km/hr.
( ❌Safe drive Save life. Don't be a dumb to drive fast..it's a fiction so..hehe ik you all are smarter than me 🤧❌ )

The wind blows on Jungkook's face like the sea waves crashing on its shore. It's the month of December but still drops of sweat can be seen on his forehead, his face is blank with no emotional feeling.

"You know I'm so done with my life now that I don't even care if I die..better to say there's no one to care if I die."

"Why you saying all these?"

"OH PLEASE STOP IT HYUNG! DON'T ACT LIKE YOU FUCKING CARE WHEN YOU DON'T."

Scattered thoughts of the incidents that's happening for a few days flashes infront of Jungkook's eyes. Tears start gathering around the pupil of his eyes making his vision blurry.

"Shit-" a small utter comes from his mouth when a flash of light falls on his face with a loud horn of a truck that's coming from infront. He turns the wheel making a squeak sound out of the friction in between the wheels and the road, but he forgets that he was on a bridge over the river Han.

The car's head smashes with the boundary of the bridge leading it to break and the car suddenly feels like in air.

Jungkook wide opens his eyes taking a huge breath sitting up on his bed. Heavy breaths fills up the silence in his room.
"It- it was a dream again?" He gets down from his bed walking to the window. He opens the window letting a cool breeze fill up the heavy existence of the room and make it light.

Lately things aren't right. He's having continuous nightmares. He doesn't blames anything though. It might be his subconscious mind that's leading him in that way cause lately he's getting thoughts of giving up on his life. But he's too coward to do that. Everytime he tries to do it, the faces of his parents comes up making him repent his next decision.

Even the people who were always there behind him, are giving up on him.

Suddenly he feels his breath clogging up on his throat making him burst out crying. "Why it's always me?"

"Jungkookie?" A soft voice comes from behind with a gentle tap on his right shoulder.

Jungkook recognises this voice pretty well. The dark room gets a little bright with the beautiful moonlight coming from the window and touching their honey faces.

"Why you awake at this hour? Did you have a nightmare again?" Jin wraps his arms around Jungkook's waist placing his chin on his shoulder.

"Please hyung stop acting like you care. Tomorrow is your wedding, go and get some rest. I don't want you to get in trouble cause of me." Jungkook prevents his voice to tremble as much as he can.
"Miss Jeon Nayun is a perfect match for you. She likes you as well. Best of luck hyung." Jungkook moves away from Jin getting out from his arms.
"Go sleep. Leave me alone."

"Jung-Jungkookie-" Jin stares at Jungkook in a way of repenting something very badly.
"I'm sorry Jungkook..please don't be hurt."

Jungkook scoffs "Huh? You say that? You knew very well that I love you. We knew each other since six years. Huh? SIX FUCKING YEARS AND...and look at you..you marrying someone whom you met just two months ago. Why are you so scared hyung? What is it? Tell me." Jungkook starts crying unable to control it anymore as he grabs Jin's collar firmly staring at him. "Why?..why can't you see how much I care about you?"

"Ju-jungkook...I....I love you too Jungkook."

Jungkook stops crying and stares at him blankly. "You are joking with me? Huh? Don't think that just by saying this shit will do. I know you don't. You gonna marry that bitch."

"No- no...it's true..I love you..." Jin let's out a deep sigh and hugs him tightly pulling Jungkook close to his chest letting him burry his his face on his broad chest.
"I really love you..it's just...I don't know how to say that to my dad..you know how much homophobic he is... he- he would never accept us.."

"And just because of that you gonna marry that bitch and repent for the rest for your life?" Jungkook looks up at him with his vision still blurry.

"I'm sorry Jungkook for being such a dickhead all this time. I knew you loved me, so I tried to prevent it cause I was scared if my dad would come to know about us."

"We can make our own little life. Can buy a small house and stay there. I don't need a big mansion and expensive clothes to stay with you. I just only need to stay with you..I can skip the rest unnecessary things." Jungkook cups Jin's cheeks and kisses him deeply.

Jin wraps his arms around him more tightly and kisses him back. Tears starts falling down to his cheeks.
"I'm sorry again. I'll talk to my dad tomorrow." He smiles softly to Jungkook and kisses down his neck taking off his shirt.

They both lay down on the bed cuddling each other while the cool breeze blows on their naked skin.
"Jungkook?"

"Hmm?" He looks up at Jin while his hairs gets tucked behind his ears by Jin's long fingers.

"Will you be my fiancee?"

Jungkook chuckles and nods his head excitedly.


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Thought of writting an UwU kind of FF after a long time. I hope you guys are not disappointed T^T

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