I don't know if you guys read my notes that I leave at the bottom , but the note will explain what's been going with me not updating and what not
:: P R O M I S E ::
" What's going with my baby ? "
I asked referring to Ja'Lynn , me and Jaida are doing a lot better and get to go home in 2 days , but my other baby isn't doing to well .
" Promise , she has swelling in the brain . " Doctor Lance said .
" What . "
I said below a whisper .
" We are going to have to do surgery in the next day or two if the swelling doesn't stop . " He explained .
" Anything else ? "
I asked as I looked at Ja'Lynn as she was asleep .
" Nope that's about it , her breathing is getting better and better by day , it's just the swelling that we are mostly worried about , if we can't stop the swelling then she won't make it . " Lance explained .
" Oh my god . "
I covered my mouth as tears poured down my face .
" Thanks doctor ."
I said as I walked over to Ja'Lynn . My pour baby . I looked up as Isaiah walked in , I walked over to him and just broke down , he held me as I cried .
" Baby what's wrong ? " He asked .
" Ja'Lynn has swelling in the brain . "
I looked up at him as tears rolled down his face . He pulled me into a hug and rocked me side to side .
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" Mom she's not doing good . "
I said as my mom sat next to me .
" Ja'Lynn will be alright , she's a strong one . " My mom smiled .
" I know ."
I stood up and fixed my gown before I walked over to the huge window .
" Baby everything will be alright . " My mom said .
I just nodded & looked back out the window . I heard the door open & close .
" We brought food . " My dad said .
" Hey sissy . " Marcus said .
I smiled and picked him up , kissing his cheek .
" Hey baby ! "
" Are you ok ? " He asked
" Yeah sissy's fine . "
I placed him on the floor and went over to my dad grabbing the food .
" Thanks . "
I sat down and began to eat my food slowly . Everything was just happening so damn fast , it felt like I was loosing my mind .
I looked up as Elena walked in sightly smiling .
" Hey baby . " Elena said as she walked over to me .
I smiled as tears began to flow out of my eyes .
" Oh Hun don't cry , Ja'Lynn is a strong little girl . She will make it , I know it . " She said as she rubbed my back as I cried .
:: I S A I A H ::
" Hey baby girl . " I spoke as I walked into Ja'Lynn's room .
" Hi daddy . " She said .
" How you feeling baby ? "
" Ok . I wanna go home . " She said .
" You will be soon baby , but you gotta get better first . "
" I am better . " She pouted .
" Not quite baby girl . You gotta have surgery and be a big girl for daddy . " I smiled . " Can you do that ? "
She smiled . " Yeah I can daddy . "
" Ok good baby . "
" Mommy ! " Ja'Lynn smiled .
" Hey baby ! " Promise said as she walked in .
I watched as she walked over to Ja'Lynn , hugging her before she sat down at the bottom of her bed .
" You getting sleepy baby . " Promise asked .
Ja'Lynn nodded as she began to doze off .
" Go to sleep baby girl . "
Once she had fell asleep , me and Promise kissed her goodnight then left her room .
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Yes , Yes I know I haven't updated my books in a while and so sorry about that ! I know have a job , but I'll still update ! School is coming to an end so I have to stay on top of things !!
I really just think I needed a break . I was having problems with updating all my books , major writers block ! But I'm back !
ALSO !!!
I'm having a Oovoo/ FaceTime call thing Friday ! So if you have any questions for me about my books or anything we can chat ! Plus I don't have school Friday !! So just comment or message me if you wanna chat !!
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