Never again

I don't only think that, I know that

-TW-

The next few days were all the same. Nobody would be home when I wake up and Drystan would be there in the afternoon but wouldn't talk anything to me. Little pussy it's not my fault we argued... well even if it was, it doesn't give him a reason to ignore me.

"Hello stop daydreaming." Audelia says while waving her hand in front of my face.

"I'm not daydreaming, I'm thinking-"

"Well you thought enough lately."she laughs. I roll my eyes at her and she continues "Ok so 5pm at your house and with my costume. Let's make something funny together... like two hot bloody girls."

I hear her smirk trough her voice and must admit, she gets me always to crack a smile. "Sure. I love this idea."

"It's because the idea was from me." she confronts arrogantly.

"Of course. That's why I love you." I say cheekily.

She blows me a kiss, gets up and walks to her mum, who's already waiting in the car for Audelia.

I get up and walk to the train station to wait for my train. And it actually came on point today for which I am really happy about. 

I walk trough the single compartments until I find a place to sit. It's opposite to an older Man he might be 50 or something. He eyes me down. Well as if it wouldn't be the first man, disgusting these people these days. When he fumbles for his phone I scoff and stand up. I rather stand than being eyed down from an fucking man who has maybe a wife and kids.

The train soon arrives at my destination and I stand up but not before I showed this disgusting man my middle finger and mouthed "asshole" to him. Which gets the attraction from other passengers in the train. And I know exactly that they know what he did.

Walking to my house I feel myself wondering if my brother would be there today since it is Halloween and he loved to scare me and Audelia in his clown costume, it was quite like a tradition.

Unlocking the house I realized he isn't here. Which kinda hurt me to be honest I never was a person for traditions but there are some things I would never want to let go and well I guess now I have to accept even the traditions we had will disappear one day.

I also see Drystan standing in the kitchen. He turns around with enthusiasm and asks me with a wide small which I had never seen on him. "Are you hungry? I can order something."

"No I'm not hungry but thanks." The truth is I gained weight and I need to hold my weight. Why? I have no idea but I have the strong need to control it so if I stopped eating for a day I can lose exactly the few grams I gained.

I smile at him and go to my room to sit down my backpack and watch some Netflix until Audelia comes.

5:12 I hear the doorbell ring. I run down the stairs to open the door just to see that Drystan opened it already. I see Audelia just melting under his gaze so I walk down and push Drystan gently away. Or maybe not so gently who cares.

She regains herself and smiles at me.

"Hey Nerezza." She greeds me. "You Must be Drystan!" she says kindly. "I've heard a lot about you."

"Oh really?" He asks and cocks an eyebrow.

"No!" I answer and give him a fake smile.