Beautifully and Wonderfully made (gxg)

Chapter 19

Demi's POV:

I'm just laying here gasping for breath in this girls bed. Fuck, Was she something. I don't think I've ever fucked like that before. "So..." I awkwardly said. I don't know what to do now. I just fucked this random girl, who will most likely take it to the press if it's not already out there, and I don't even know her name.."You can save the awkwardness Demi lol. You can leave now...IF you feel better..if maybe you need to let go of some more steam..well..you can stay." She smirks at me. Fuck. All of a sudden I hear a phone vibrating. OH SHIT THATS MY PHONE! I hectically look for it and when I do I don't even bother looking at the caller ID. "Hello?!?" I said out of breath. "Demi?!? WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK IS GOING ON?!?" "Mom? What do you mean?" I asked. What the hell? "Demi we are all here to talk to you. Where are you" Marissa chimed in. "I um. I'm actua-" "Hey baby are we going for round two?" The green-eyed girl says coming around the corner. Fuck my life. "Demi?! Who the fuck is that?!?" Dallas screams at me through the phone. "Where. Um. Where are you guys and I'll come to you okay?" I asked trying to get out of this mess as fast as possible. "Your apartment." My mom said flatly. Well that's good at lea-OH MY GOD. AUBREY!!!!! "MOM IM ON MY WAY THERE HOLY FUCK. IM SO SORRY!" I hung up and put all my clothes on and ran out the front door and into my car not even looking back. I've really fucked up this time. Shit. And the last thing I said to her before I cheated on her was I don't think I love you anymore. But that's not true. I'm so in love with her that I bought a ring. I've just been so stressed and I've been missing doses of my meds. I've been handling my shit all wrong. And now. I'm pretty sure I've lost her for good. I pull up slam the car into park and jump out racing inside. I slam the door wide open idgaf. "AUBREY!?! AUBREY PLEASE?!?" I yelled up and down the halls for her. Where is she? Oh god please I hope she didn't leave. "GOD DAMN IT!! I ALWAYS FUCK EVERYTHING GOOD UP. FUCK! I DO LOVE YOU! IM SO SORRY! I just want to marry you..."I whispered the last part as I let my sobs take control of my body and slide down the wall and lay in the fetal position. "Demi?" I look up and see the faces of all my family and Marissa. I just burst out into more tears when I don't see Aubrey with them. I can't even move let alone talk. My mom bends down and puts me in her lap. "Demi. What's going on? Aubrey called me and said you pushed her and then told her you didn't love her anymore..is she being serious." When the words come out of my mothers mouth I just want to throw up because I'm so disgusted with myself. And that's exactly what I did. I puked until nothing else would come up and my throat was killing me. "I. I cheated on her.." I whispered. I heard all of the small gasps leave their mouths but what I paid attention to the most was the whimper and the small squeak that I looked up and saw escaped Aubrey's perfect mouth. Her eyes filled up with tears and she didn't care to cry in front of us anymore right now and broke down. I was paralyzed. Eventually I pulled my weak self up and walked toward her but when my hand touched her shoulder she looked up and saw me. She ran away. But. Upstairs. I heard the slam of a door. But that sounded too close for the bedroom..where in the hell? The only other room near there upstairs is the bathroom? What the he-THE BATHROOM. I take off sprinting and I can hear everyone running after me. "Aubrey!!! PLEASE PLEASE! Don't do this! I'm so sorry! I've fucked up! But I promise you. I PROMISE you it was just this one time. I lost it because I'm lost. It's not you. I do love you. FUCKING HELL. I bought a ring. And that's why I've been so stressed. Because I'm scared. Please.." I begged her. It's quiet and everyone around the door is just waiting for something. Anything. To prove she's okay. "Did you fuck her?" She asked. Oh man. "Yes." "Did she get you to the right spot?" Oh god. "Yes." "Did you even remember who I was?" Well. She got me. I'm screwed. "I forgot about all of this. Everyone. I was out of it...I'm so sor-" I'm cut off by her blue eyes looking into mine. She crashes her lips to mine and kisses me passionately and I reciprocate the action. Then she pulls away and says "I love you. Always have always will. But I've packed my things and I'm leaving..goodbye Mimi.." I'm pretty sure I just felt myself literally die. And she walks away and out the door. And out of my life.