Beautifully and Wonderfully made (gxg)

Chapter 8

Aubrey's POV:

Holy. Fuck. Demi just caught me making out with Caroline. At midnight. On New fucking Years. I know we aren't together but that's still a shitty ass thing to witness. But I don't get why she was even here? I thought she was spending it with her family. Plus she had been distant anyways. But I need to fix this. The look on her face was the thing that broke me the most especially because I caused it. She was completely shattered. FUCK. I pushed Caroline off of me and ran after her as fast as I could. She was just opening her car door when I got caught up and I pushed the door closed and stood in front of it out of breath from running. "Aubrey let me fucking leave." She said her voice cracking at the end. "Demi let me explain okay?" I asked her. "I don't wanna hear your bullshit okay. I knew I shouldn't have gotten my hopes up with you. I mean you could have anyone you wanted and that..that-" "whore" I finished for her. She just glared at me and then nodded her head. "Demi. I promise there is nothing between Caroline and I. I've never been in a relationship ever since my last girlfriend because she fucked me up. I've told myself to never let things get serious with anyone. And then you showed up and made me question every promise I made to myself. But then you got distant for God knows what, and I took that as a sign I needed to lay off and just leave you alone. I never once intended to be beside the shed kissing her. AT MIDNIGHT. Especially if I would have known you were going to be here." I confessed. She just looked at the ground and I couldn't read her face. As much as I didn't want to let this whole thing between us get too far i knew I couldn't lose her. Not like this and for fucks sake definitely not now. She slowly lifted her head and I just watched her every move after that....

Demi's POV:

I was so heartbroken but after hearing what she just told me I kind of understood. But she didn't want us to go too far because I'm always busy? No. I can't do that. I want her. I NEED her. There's no way I can just be her friend. I can't control myself like that. Maybe she can but I just know I fucking can't. I slowly lifted my head and looked at her. She was watching me trying to figure me out. So I just did what I felt needed to be done.

Aubrey's POV:

Next thing I know her lips are crashed into mine. At first I was caught off guard but in an instant I kissed back. And like my life depended on it. Her lips were so perfect. This kiss was different than any kiss I've ever had before. It was magical. I never wanted it to end. She bit my bottom lip and that was my cue to let her in and sure enough her tongue made its way in exploring every part of my mouth. Memorizing it. While on the other hand I was doing the same. I grabbed her by her hair and waist and pushed her body into mine. She was helping push herself into me and I'm pretty sure we couldn't have gotten any closer. I moved down and grabbed her ass and squeezed it. She moaned into my mouth and that made me weak at the knees right there. She started pushing her hands up my shirt but I put mine over hers and pushed them out and broke the kiss. Damn. That moment was perfect. But she looked a little hurt by my actions..

Demi's POV:

This was amazing. She's amazing. This kiss should never end. We started pressing ourselves together and I could feel myself get heated up really fast. She grabbed my ass and squeezed it and I couldn't help but let the small moan out and I felt her shake a little and I was proud of myself for that. I wanted her so bad right now. I started to push my hands up her shirt not giving a damn where we were or anyone around but she put her hands on mine and pushed them out and broke the kiss. We were both panting like crazy because the kiss was THAT good. But it hurt. Maybe I took it a little too far..."Demi? Earth to Demi?" She said snapping me out of my thoughts. "I'm sorry. I zoned out. What were you saying?" I asked. "I was saying please don't be mad at me. I'll make it up to you. And please don't be hurt that I stopped that. It wasn't because you took it too far or that I took it too far. It's just I don't think we should do that here in the middle of the street" she giggled "and plus I'm gonna take my time with you. I know you've never been with a girl. And I know I'm the first kiss you've had with one too. And let me tell you. That. That just went on was WHOA." I just nodded listening to her and then she grabbed my waist and pulled me against her again. She laid her head on my shoulder hugging me. I hugged her back and took in her sweet smell. I'd recognize this smell any day. Love spell by Victoria's Secret. She pulled back enough to look in my eyes and she just stared. I didn't move because I was enjoying looking into her beautiful ocean blue eyes. Then she went to my ear and whispered "plus. For your first time I want it special and I'll take my time with you. I'll let you take the time to enjoy each bit of pleasure. There's plenty of time for crazy horny AF fucking. But the first time is going to be memorable. I promise." She then kissed my neck until I moaned again . I felt her smile then she looked back at me and kissed my lips. "Btw I think there's something I need to do to fix this little incident as well." She said. I was confused and watched her pull her phone out and she did something weird. Then she stopped and just stood there looking at me. I was getting uncomfortable because I had no idea what was happening. But she pulled me close again and said "Happy New Years baby." She showed me her phone and she had changed the time so that to us it was like we kissed at midnight and then she kissed me again. "Aubrey?" "Yes sweetie?" "Will you PLEASE please. I know I sound desperate af but I need this. Please be my girlfriend?" I asked. She looked shocked and backed away. Well that hurt. I started to let a tear slip down my cheek..

Aubrey's POV:

"Will you PLEASE please. I know I sound desperate af but I need this. Please be my girlfriend?" She asked. Holy fuck. I'm freaking. I told myself I can't do this with anyone ever again. But she's different. I know it. But why am I so scared? Maybe it's because she's an international pop star who isn't even out of the closet and people could hate you for being with her and she probably is too scared to even do that so you'd pretty much have to hide everything. Fuck. But as horrible as that sounds I'd do it. Just for her. I hadn't realized I'd backed away and just stood there with my mouth open till I looked and saw Demi crying. Again. Why would she want me as her girlfriend if I've already hurt her twice in less than a 24 hour time span. I walked back up and dried off the tears on her cheeks and made her look up at me. "I'm sorry. I didn't mean to back away. I was just caught of guard and 1000000 things went through my head in these 5 minutes we've been standing here. I honestly think you deserve a hell of a lot better but yes." I said. She just kept looking at me I guess not understanding I just agreed to it. But then she squealed out a "yes?" "Yes Mimi" I called her that because I know it drives her wild "yes I'll be your girlfriend." I smiled at her and the biggest most beautiful smile I've ever seen spread across her face and she grabbed my face and pushed us into another kiss. I may end up regretting this at some point but right now I'm going with it because I honestly don't think I could be happier...