Ray of Moonlight

Chapter Twenty-Four - Ray

Leo moaned loudly as he let his build up out and onto his bare chest and stomach. Just watching him cum somehow made the pleasure I'm feeling spike up. "I'm close." I moaned as I thrust in him faster and faster.

"Ah." I moaned as I released everything inside Leo. It felt hot. I moaned again as I slowly drop myself on top of Leo, still not removing my member inside him, then laid my head on the side of his head, my breath fanning his ear.

I took in deep breaths calming myself before I raised my head a little bit, capturing Leo's lips again. He kissed me back and I could already feel my member getting hard again. "That was way better than any of the sex I've had before." I told him honestly, my lips gently and lightly brushing against his.

"Really?" Well, give it to Leo to being always sounding surprised.

"Really." I admitted. I didn't know that doing it with another male is way better. I don't even care how gay that may sound. I pecked his lips once more and I felt him smile against the kiss.

I closed my eyes, and I felt my own lips curve up into a smile. I heard a faint sound of door opening followed by a loud voice. "Surprise." As the sound filled the room, I felt Leo tensed under me and I slowly lift up my head and my eyes went wide as they met my own sister's wide opened eyes staring back at us, her smile turning into nothing but pressed lips into a thin line.

I didn't mind trying to think of an excuse, though my mind is kind of messy right now from the sex and the way my sister is looking at us. The position we're in is enough of an explanation and excuse. I'm still perfectly laid on top of Leo with my dick still in his ass with nothing covering our bodies.

As Lucy regained her composure back, she slowly turned her back and walked slowly out of the doorway not saying anything. Leo and I took that as our cue to fix ourselves.

"Fuck." I cursed under my breath as I grabbed a pair of clothes from the cabinet and dressed myself. Leo did the same though his hands are shaking more aggressively.

I picked up the lube and put it back in the drawer. I grabbed my towel and hanged it inside the bathroom. Leo fixed the bed and picked up his clothes before throwing them into the hamper. I could hear him mumbling a series of cursed words under his breath.

Being the older one in here, I grabbed Leo's shoulders and stared directly at him. His eyes are watery and a tear slipped at the corner of his eyes. I wiped it with my finger before whispering to him. "Let me talk to your mom. This isn't your fault."

I couldn't decipher what he's thinking with his face showing no emotions except for his watery eyes. Though he didn't respond, I lightly kissed his lips before reluctantly let him go and walked to the door, opening it again for Lucy.

She turned around at the sound of the door opening. I opened the door wide enough for her to enter. She's calm and it is scaring me more. She sat at one of the chairs around the dining table. She crossed her arms on her chest but still not saying anything.

"Explain yourselves." Her voice is normal and her face is expressionless. She looked at Leo then at me. I cleared my throat.

"There's no explanation for it. It is exactly what you saw. I like Leo even with the fact that he's my nephew." I finished in one breath. There's no really point in beating around the bush. She's angry I know and I'd rather take her anger early.

"I came here to surprise the two of you but it turns out, I'm the one being surprised." She said, her voice is of pure disappointment. Then she turned to me, "How could you?" she asked.

"I'm sorry." I bowed my head in shame. "I like Leo and I can't help it."

"He's your nephew." Her voice raised in considerable level. Of course, she's angry and disappointed at me, but mostly angry.

"I know." I admitted. "But I couldn't teach my heart."

"You could've stopped yourself, Raymund."

"I'm sorry." I repeated. "I really am."

"Mom." Leo said, grabbing my sister's attention. "It's not entirely Uncle Ray's fault. I got extremely curious and thought why not test the waters."

"What?" Lucy's voiced boomed inside the room. 'What?' I thought to myself at the same time, shocked with Leo's choice of words. I felt a tinge of pain in my heart.

"I got curious and it just happened that Uncle Ray was the one around me, almost 24/7." Am I hearing Leo correctly? I he really saying these words?

"You got curious with your uncle? And you let that curiosity made you have sex with him?"

"What? No!" Leo defended; his voice somewhat mixed with disbelief. "My curiosity and Uncle Ray happen to be just in one place at the same time." He explained, adding more pain to what I'm already feeling.

"Did you find something out?" Lucy asked his own son.

Leo looked at me before answering his own mother. "I found out that everything was just my curiosity." My heart broke into million pieces as I heard Leo's words. All this time and I thought Leo genuinely likes me, but I was just actually part of his scheme of experimenting with his curiosity. How pathetic.

I laughed. Lucy and Leo both looked at me. "Calm down a bit Lucy. I know what we did was wrong but it's not like Leo's going to get pregnant or something." I laughed again, covering up the sound of despair and sadness inside me along with my heart breaking into tiny little pieces.

"Yeah mom." Leo agreed. "Besides, we aren't going to materialize anyway, there's just no way. It was just a phase and now, it's over. Curiosity just took over us. Maybe, I just mixed up my familial love to Uncle Ray to my curiosity."

I wanted to shout at Leo and tell him to just stop but I just clenched my fist, controlling myself. "I'm taking you back home." Lucy told Leo with finality in her voice.

"Sure." Leo agreed instantly. "Seattle isn't actually that fun anyway." I watched as Leo grabbed his luggage and started packing up his clothes. 'He was just really experimenting with me with how easy he could throw everything away and just go back home like nothing happened.' The thought invaded my mind and I felt some tears drop from the corner of my eyes. I instantly rubbed them away not wanting neither Leo nor Lucy to see how pathetic I am.

"Is there a way that I could just keep on working here?" I asked Lucy. I was almost fooled again by Leo's shocked expression upon hearing me say those words. 'You can't fool me twice,' I thought as I stared back at his wide eyes.

"Sure, you can." Lucy quickly answered. Of course, she would agree. She'll probably do everything to keep me away from his precious son. I can't blame her though. I'm just glad that she didn't get angry as much as she usually does when she gets angry.

"You can continue managing our branch here while at the same time continue being a Senior Editor. I'll trust you in this." She smiled at me, though it was obvious that it was a little bit forced.

"Thanks. I won't fail you." I assured her. It's enough that I fucked up once. I'm not going to disappoint her again.

"I know you won't." She stood up from her seat and gave me a tight hug. I hugged her back.

"I'm really sorry." I whispered to her, my voice slightly giving away. From the corner of my eyes, I noticed Leo just watching us. I couldn't really hate him even if he just used me because I know deep in my heart that what I felt towards him was genuine. I was playing the fighter role not knowing that he was just doing the player role. That was my mistake.

Lucy rubbed my back soothingly and I know that she forgave me. "Call me always." She whispered before finally letting me go.

"Sure." I watched their backs as they walked out of the room, Leo taking away my genuine love for him along with them.

As I heard the door shut, I couldn't hold back the tears that flowed from my eyes. Leo leaving me broke my heart but his words shredded the parts into tiny little pieces. And to think that I gave my all this time.

I grabbed my phone from the bedside table and scrolled through the recent pictures. I stared at each of them longingly before deleting everything that has Leo in them one by one, hoping that my feelings would go with them.

Leo was right. No matter what, we aren't going to materialize. I was a fool thinking that maybe we could. Maybe, it was good that Lucy caught us now before my feelings for Leo become deeper.