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chapter 12- lifeless

They lifted me up and started walking towards Lara's house "put me down now I need to see him he is alive I know put me down now" I was kicking my legs I looked up it was chad.

"Please chad just put me down I need to see him please, PLEASE. JUST LET ME GO NOW. Please" my sobs getting louder as I screamed at chad "just fucking put me down now" I screamed.

"I'm not letting you go I'm bringing you back to Lara's house" chad said quietly.

"Please chad I need to see him he is alive I know he is. DADDY PLEASE BE THERE PLEASE DADDY PLEASE" I shouted.

Chad put me down I tried to run but he grabbed my forearm and put me into a cradle position again "see this is why I'm not putting you down angel"

I just sobbed louder and louder as he carried me back to Lara's house.

We got inside and he closed the door and locked it and we went upstairs, mika and Lara were crying.

Chase and Justin were comforting them as soon as they saw me they both jumped up and infused me in a hug.

We were all sobbing "don't worry you have Lara and I" mika said. "Don't ever run away on me like that again you scared the shit out of me" Lara said.

Chad sat on the bean bag and put his arms out again but this time I refused I went into the corner and hugged my knees and cried quietly.

Chad came up and put his arm around me and I cuddled into him.

Mika went over to the stereo and blasted 'English love affair' by 5 seconds of summer.

"Come on Sydney this is you favourite song" Mika said and Lara and her pulled me up and i smiled.

"THERES YOUR SMILE" Lara shouted.

I went to go sit down again but Lara said "no missy you aren't sitting down until you sing the chorus with us" I rolled my eyes "okie dokie" .

"When the lights go out She's all I ever think about The picture burning in my brain Kissing in the rain I can't forget my English love affair Today, I'm seven thousand miles away The movie playing in my head Of her king size bed Means I can't forget my English love affair My English love affair" the three of us shouted.

Chad smiled at me.

"Can we play truth or dare now?" Lara asked.

"Why do you love that game so much?" I asked.

"Who doesn't love that game" chad looked at me and winked and I just laughed.

"Yes! Let's play" Mika said.

"Err fine then" I finally said.

I went to go help chad up so that we could all sit in a large circle.

but instead he pulled me down on top of him which sent us both into a laughing fit I finally got up and went and sat down "no come help me up" he said "no I tried but nah" I said and smirked at him.

"Stop flirting and just come sit down chad haha" Mika said and chad finally got up and sat down next to me.

"Who first?" I asked.

"I'll go!" chad said.

"Truth or dare chase!" he asked.

"Dare" he replied.

'I dare you to kiss Mika on the lips" he said, Mika widened her eyes.

"Gladly" he said and kissed Mika.

"Done, truth or dare chad?" he said.

"Dare" he replied.

Oh no oh no I know what the dare will be oh god!

"Kiss the prettiest girl in the room on the lips" chase said.

Chad turned to me and kissed my lips.

We continued playing for a while and it was 12am and the boys said "its late we should probably go"

"Just stay in the guest bedroom downstairs if you like " lara said "okay" the 3 boys said.

We stayed up a bit later talking until we decided that it was really late and we were all really tired so we decided to go to bed.

We said goodnight and chad kissed my lips again and said "will you be my girlfriend?"

"Of course I will" I replied happily.

I went to bed thinking of the fact that I just had my first kiss and How happy i am that I came here tonight because I totally forgot about the thing that I dread the most my dad was dead.