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chapter 13- Funneral Planning

i woke up to the feeling of what felt like 100 pillows hitting me but it most have only been 4.

everyone was hitting me with pillows "stop!!! im tired" they all laughed and stopped hitting me "what time is it?"i groaned.

"its 11:30 am" mika laughed "your so lazy".

"I better go home its really late" i said, i went and got changed and packed my stuff.

i walked out the bedroom door "bye!" chad jumped up and walked me outside.

"want me to walk you home?" chad asked.

"no thanks i just want to go home to be with me my family and moarn" i said.

i gave him a hug and kiss.

"bye angel" he said.

"bye chadstar" i said laughing.

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"im home" i said quietly.

"in the kitchen" my older sister tilly said.

she sounded like she was crying, so i rushed in and tilly, my mom and my younger brother luka where sitting around the table all of them crying.

"whats wrong?" i asked.

"we are trying to plan daddys funeral' luka said.

i started to cry at the thought of putting my father in the ground, i sat down nwxt to luka and i gave him a hug.

"whats the plan?" i asked

"we are doing it in 5 days, so this friday at 12pm" my mom said "anyone you want to come and be there for you?"

"yeah" i said "3 people: Mika, Lara and Chad"

"whos chad" tilly asked.

"my boyfriend" i said and she just nodded.

"ok so tell them asap".

i left the table crying because it was all too much for me, so i locked my self in my room.

i messaged chad, lara and mika "hi guys my dads funeral is this friday at 12 pm. i would like you to come and moarn with me".

5 minutes later i got a message "ill see you then. stay strong syd xoxo"

a couple of minutes later i got a text from mika "hey me and Lara are deffinatly coming. see you then".

i think they figured i wouldnt be at school all week for obvious reasons.

"all 3 of them are coming"i shouted down to my mom.

"ok" she said.

i went into my closet and got out my old photo album.

i looked through photo's and i saw a photo that was recetly taken of out whole family.

i started sreaming and crying "COME BACK DADDY PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!" i screamed.

my brother, my sister and my mom came running in.

"sydney its ok we will all get to see him again one day" he said, tears running down his face.

" i know but i cant wait that long" i said to him and hugged him tight.

they all gave me a hug and left.

i just went into bed and cried until i fell asleep.