Uncertainty

46 1 4
                                    

After your late breakfast, you and Erwin went off to work. You told Erwin you'd discuss everything with him in detail in the evening. Erwin is a patient man. He can wait till the evening. Besides, he didn't want to pressurise you to talk about your problems.

You went off for your training in the training area. You were a part of Levi's squad so you joined them where they were training. Petra and others greeted you. Levi was keeping a poker face. He only gave you a nod. You went up to him and said hi. He hummed in response.

You wanted to discuss with him about today morning's incident. "Listen ..Levi.."
He turned to face you. "About what you saw in the morning, well,...can you keep the matter only to yourself for now?" you asked. Levi was a bit surprised. If you were happy with Erwin, then why the need for secrecy? "What are you so scared off? Or was it Erwin's orders?" He inquired. "No, no, he didn't say anything like that. It's just that we need to keep this matter private for now. I don't even know how all this happened. It's all going so fast" you sounded a bit anxious. Levi, with a concerned look, placed one hand on your shoulders. "Hey calm down. I don't discuss people's personal lives with others. I don't do that kind of shit." You slightly nodded in response.

" You two.....you're okay right?" Levi asked
"Yes..Erwin is so kind to me..he's really sweet. But, I honestly don't know if we're a couple or not."

"Huh? So you guys are just fucking or what?" Levi asked. He did his best to sound as nonchalant as he could. But, the thought of you and Erwin being completely naked and touching each other crushed his heart. Even so, he's simply going to ignore the pain ... for now at least.

"Would it sound absolutely ridiculous if I told you that one second Erwin and I were talking casually and the next minute we were...." You said with a chuckle. Levi did his best to gave you a smile. " I don't know levi.. he's always been a dear friend..yesterday we were talking about something....I had a horrible nightmare and he found me and woke me up...I was feeling really down ...Erwin just took care of me so nicely that I couldn't help but kiss him"

"So it happened suddenly"

" Yes and now I don't know what will happen next. We're supposed to have a talk this evening. I wonder how things will go"

" well do you want to be with him?"

"I think so. He's so lovely. Who could reject him? But would he feel the same way about me?"

"He's already fucked you. And he seemed happy right? I saw you guys during breakfast. You two couldn't keep your eyes off each other,He's obviously smitten"

"Smith is smitten...I like that sound of that" You laughed and smiled happily at Levi.

Levi clicked his tongue and ruffled your hair affectionately.
"You know we didn't actually have sex when you saw me in the morning. Till that moment we had only talked and he didn't want me to be alone so he offered me to sleep on his bed." You shyly admitted

"What the fuck? Then when did it-?..." levi was shocked to say the least

"It was right after you left. Erwin came back from a meeting and we just started kissing and well you know.." you shrugged your shoulders and gave him a small smile.

As Levi heard all this, he realised that he could have prevented you guys from having sex if he'd stayed. To think that you guys started fucking right after he left made his chest burn.

He cleared his throat and said "Well it doesn't matter whether it happened before or after. The main thing is you guys did fuck and he can't stop staring at you soo don't worry."

" I guess I'm worrying too much. Thanks for talking to me levi."
" no worries.."

You both went back to training vigorously after your chat.

What you both didn't realise was a pair of blue eyes were intensely gazing at you two from the window above and they did not look pleased with the sight of you and Levi affectionately talking and laughing.

When I'm with you, I'm whole. Where stories live. Discover now