DESTINY FINDS ITS WAY

The perfect girl

I couldn't sleep well that night as the question and curiousity of the thought of my husband came up all over again. I was unable to hold my anxiety and fears too.

The anxiety of how will my husband look like, where he was, will be accept me then , why he had to leave me

The fears of if I couldn't find him then what would my future be, will I get married to Atharv, what if I wouldn't be able to find him at all, what if he found someone else and refuse to accept me.

Those thoughts shook me off. I didn't know where to start and where to find him even. I was tossing and turning sides entire night. There was no peace within. But one thing was sure, my heart and soul always were against my marriage to Atharv may be they still hold that memories and is aware of the bond that they share with a certain someone which I have forgotten. This mind may forget and forgo the memories but one cannot erase them from their hearts and the imprints of them in their souls chases them for lifetimes.May be that's what is keeping this flame of hope ignited deep within which assures me again and again that my husband loves me. I didn't know but I just knew that my heart knows my husband loves me back to Earth.

After contemplating over and over on ways of finding my husband , I remembered the first thing I need to get on with it which is his name. How could I find him if I don't even know his name.

It felt like a stab and a deception of fate which has led her to that point in which she , a wife was unable to even remember the name of her husband. She felt that kind of situation should never arise not even to an enemy of hers. All is the play of destiny what one does is just play their role as per directed by destiny and controlled by those strings of time along with those costumes of feelings and masks of emotions altogether.

The first thing to do was to find my husband ,I thought and slowly slipped into my dreams.

Next day , I tried to be as normal as possible like nothing has even happened, I tried to talk to mom but she was not seen , not even when we are at the dining. We all used to dine together no matter what everyday. But she was not even seen nor in the kitchen nor anywhere. I decided to talk to her when my so-called dad stopped me to try to manipulate me again like before.

I just fake smiled and nodded at everything he said and believe me I had to do a lot of controlling to not explode. I was acting super active with Neeraj as to let any doubt not to arise in his mind. What to do, it was only the way to keep them both safe. I didn't know if there was even a family existed of my in-laws, till then I had only mom,Neeraj and my husband whom I need to find to be called as my own people. I don't want to lose any of them now. I will do anything and everything to keep them safe.

Determined with this I started to my office, After reaching there looking at the towering building I wondered from whom have been this mighty building been snatched. I pitied them. Shaking my thoughts off I reached my cabin to not work but to complete my task. The so called guards were always around whenever I needed to go out, they won't even let me go for a small walk. I thought it was all because he loved me and cared for me but when I came to know his truth everything seems with a hidden motive beneath. Most probably he might be sending guards as he was afraid that my husband would come and I would surely elope with him.

Wow, Evil Eye, I have read about you and now when I know, that name actually suits you and I sincerely pray that day comes when my husband comes and I silently elope with him and you pay for your sins.

Dear Husband, where are you?? please come and take me with you!!!!

I was so mentally obsessed to find my husband that I didn't notice when Sheetal entered and she overheard everything.