Anti-Romantic

CHAPTER 4

(Hi! I was wondering if you could comment and tell me how I can improve my writing. I don't think I'm doing very good since it's my first time writing a fanfic. So just let me know please!)

Y/N's POV:

Lisa basiclly sprinted towards me,giving me a big hug. I hugged back.

"Lisa,Your hurting my back" I said, chuckling.

"Oh,Sorry" Lisa laughed,letting me know. I catched my breath.

"Sis where have you been? It's been forever! How's training?" She asked.

I gave her a simple answer,I shrugged my shoulders. "It's been alright. YG has me working with Loren "

Lisa gasped."Really?! That's cool! You'll really like him. He's like our older brother." She said.

"Speaking of him,He invited the four of us to go to the club nearby. He said that we can bring a guest too,so I thought. I don't know,you'd join us?" Lisa said.

I thought about this hard. I've been working so hard everyday for my debut. What if I get in trouble? What if something bad happens? This party peeked my curiosity though. And I get to go with BLACKPINK.

"I'd have to ask YG. Gotta follow the bosses rules" I said.

"No need" Rosé said. "I talked to him earlier and he said that you can go just for one night. Just don't do anything stupid"

I nod. Rosé has been the type to plan before hand so I wasn't really surprised.

"I forgot that your allergic to alcohol" Lisa said. Rosé chuckled."I almost forgot too. Just don't drink and you'll be fine." She said.

"Who else is going to be there?' I asked.

Lisa looked up at me. "Uh..the Big Bang members. Two of them anyway. A few EXO members and A few BTS members." She replied.

"What are EXO and BTS doing over here? I thought the club was only for YG artists' said.

Rosé shook her head."Nope. It's for everyone. But we have to be careful,don't wanna be caught in a scandal. People ship me with Jungkook and Jimin from BTS already,I don't want delusional fans to get fed" She said.

"I don't blame you." I said.

"But I mean..with you and Loren. I guess it wouldn't be such a problem since they haven't shown you yet. I think Loren is a good guy,not my type,but he sure as hell is yours."

"Rosie when did I ever have a type" I said."What do I like that's in Loren?"

"Long hair. Plays guitar. Sis you can't hide it" Rosé said. Lisa chuckled.

I sighed. Back in high school,I liked guys with long hair. I got chills from the thought of my Abusive ex boyfriend. I shook my head.

- the next day -

I was in my studio that YG gave me. I stood there,kinda looking around. Not too big or too small of a room. I was thankful. I sat down at my desk. I had a few picture frames on my Desk. A picture with me and BLACKPINK,One with just Rosé and me. And one with my brothers. I miss them. Haven't seen them in years due to our families toxicity.

I soon look at the time. It was around 6. I got my bag and left the studio,locking it and leaving to my apartment.  I walked in,closing the door with my back and signing. I just kinda sat down this morning and wrote some lyrics. I set my stuff down and laid down on my couch.

My phone went off. I picked it up,it was Rosé."Get Ready, We'll meet you there. There's not enough room in the car so Loren will be picking you up. He'll be there in an hour."

I jumped up. IN A HOUR?! IS SHE OUT OF HER MIND?!

I Got up. I went to my bathroom and took about a 20 minute shower.  I dried off and brushed my teeth really quick. And blow tried my hair. I went to my closet and looked at my line of clothes. I don't know why I was panicking about Loren. He just works with me. I picked out an outfit and put it on.

I looked at myself in the mirror. I've been insecure of myself for years and years. I'm only 18,still a long time to go. Tonight is to have fun,and not try to Be sad everywhere.

Did my hair,My nails were already done. Short and black nail polish,simple. I soon looked at my outfit again and took the hat off,putting it back in my closet."maybe not today." I thought. I checked the time. I was really standing here for a long time. I got my bag,my phone and my apartment keys when Rosé said he was here.

I locked my apartment up and left to his car.  He opened the door for me and I got in. I took a deep breath when he closed it. I need to stop being nervous. Rosé thinks he's a good guy,so I shouldn't be scared of him. I trust Rosé with my life. Loren began driving. Not too long of a drive.

"What the hell is going to happen tonight. I just got a strange feeling. Or a bad feeling,either one. Maybe even both." I thought.