Anti-Romantic

CHAPTER 7

(⚠️SEXUAL CONTENT⚠️)
(H*ndjob,P*rn watching)
(I mentioned in the INTRO that there will be 18+ content)

LORENs POV:

I sat in my studio quietly. Thinking about what to do. I was bored. I finished a song that I've been working on for a long time. I listened to it everyday to make sure it was good and that everything was correct.

I heard someone walk in,who had to tap my shoulder to get my attention. I looked up at him.

"Hey man. Are you alright?' G-Dragon asked.

I shrugged my shoulders a bit."just stressed about releasing my song.' I replied.

"Well instead of sitting here,you should go back home and relax. Let the stress go away. You sit in this studio all day everyday." He said.

I nodded."yeah I guess your right.' I said,turning my computer off.

"What are some ways to release stress" I asked.

"Alot of shit. Sleep,Smoke,jerk off,I don't know. Whatever works for you." My friend said.

I choked on my water. Laughing a bit. I set my water bottle down."Thanks for the advice man"

"No problem" he said.

I turned everything off and locked my studio room up. I look over and saw Y/N standing there.

I was basiclly choking on my words."how long have you been standing there?" G-Dragon asked.

Y/N shrugged."5 minutes" she said.

I looked at her."did you hear.."

Y/N nodded. Giving a thumbs up when G-Dragon nodded as a sign of quiet communication.  She walks past us to find Jisoo in the Practice room. I sighed in relief.

"Why are you so nervous around her?" G-Dragon asked.

"Huh? I'm not" I said 

"Yeah you are. It was difficult for you to give her that gift. It's obvious you have some sort of feelings for her." He said.

I rolled my eyes. Ignoring him. I soon went home,setting my stuff down,taking my boots and jacket off. Sitting on my bed. I haven't jerked off in what..4 years? I thought it wasn't really necessary. It's a good way to receive pleasure if you don't have a partner. I could just smoke but I need to stop anyway. I was too awake to sleep as well.

It was too quiet in the room so I decided to get on my laptop. I sighed. In my head,it felt awkward. But others say that it's normal. After sitting there watching some things,I got in the mood finally,it's been awhile so it took a bit. I wrapped my fingers around it,Rubbing the tip. I bit my lip,Trying to hold in any noises.

After some time,I soon released on my hand. I breathed heavily,Tired. I decided to take a shower and wash off. I dried off and got into a black shirt and a red pair of sweatpants.

I soon heard my laptop go off. I sat down in my bed and closed everything out. I tapped on Facetime,Y/N was calling me.

Y/Ns POV:

I waited for him to answer. I was in a black sweatshirt with shorts. I was bare faced. So I was kinda scared. I moved my camera up a bit so the only thing it showed was my celling. He answered.

"What's up?" He asked.

"Nothing how are you?' I asked.

"I'm okay." He replied.

"I'm sorry that I've been a bit awkward or harsh lately. It's just that,I'm a difficult talker." I said. Signing.

He looked at the screen."No it's fine. I understand. After all that you've been through,I don't blame you"

I nod a bit. He soon spoke again."Can you show your face?" He asked.

I raised an eyebrow."uh...why?"

It seemed like what he was trying to say was difficult for him,but he soon got it out.

"Well..because your beautiful." He said.

(I'm sorry that this wasn't really the best chapter. I'm dealing with alot. I recently came out to my family as Trans and they don't support me. School is stressful as well. I'll try to work harder to make the story better. Again,I apologise.)