Anti-Romantic

CHAPTER 12

(I decided that I'll continue this series. I plan to do other story projects too. Just don't know when. I will be starting my ROSÉ story soon. But don't worry,I won't be abandoning this one! Im pretty organized. Plus,I like doing this)

⚠️TRIGGER WARNING⚠️
SELF H*RM

LORENs POV:

I sit down at my desk. Another day of working. I sighed. Taking a hit from my Juul because why not. Blowing in another direction so it doesn't hit my electronic equipment.

I think of the other day with me and Y/N. I don't know if I truly liked her or I just wanted to be friends.  But ever since then,Momo has been texting me everyday now. I try to ignore her the best I can. I'd rather not get into any drama. I get on my phone,scrolling through my news feed out of boredom.

I came across an article that concerned me immediately. I began reading it. It seemed like toxic fans was causing her trouble online. Which caused her to stay off of it. I decided to text her. Asking if she was alright. I waited for a response.

She never answered. Which caused me to worry. I soon headed up to the 8th floor and knocked on Rosé studio door.

"Coming!" She said. Walking up to it and opening the door."Oh Hi Loren. What's up?" Rosé asked.

"Nothing really..but um...is Y/N alright?" I asked."she isn't here" I added.

"I don't know,I thought she was here." She said,quickly grabbing her phone. She had noticed that Y/N wasn't answering her messages either.

"I'm going to go get her." She said.

Y/Ns POV:

I sat on my bathroom floor as tears ran down my face. My head resting against the edge of my bathtub. I held my arm,which was in pain. I wanted everything to stop. I wanted people to leave me alone. They keeps stalking me and sending me disgusting messages. I wanted the pain to go away. What did I expect? I'm an idol..

I soon heard a few knocks on my apartment door. I quickly got up cleaning everything and putting on a long sleeve shirt. I walked to my apartment door. Opening it. Seeing Rosé.

"Oh my god you had me worried to death!" Rosé said,pulling me into a hug."Are you alright? " She asked.

I didn't know how to respond. I'm not alright. I never have been. There's been a few times where I'm actually happy and those times were when I was with Rosé.

"Yeah,I'm fine..just overslept..that's all." I said.

Rosé looked at me,like she was trying to see through me. She has a tendency of worrying about me. We were like siblings so I wasn't surprised.

"Well, alright. I'll wait for you to get dressed." Rosé said. Giving me a smile. She sits on the couch. I nod and went to my bedroom. Thinking of an outfit to wear. I suddenly feel dizzy. Falling to the floor.

Rosés head perked up."Y/N? Are you alright?" She yelled.

"Yeah I'm fine!' I yelled back. Getting back up. I sighed. Picking out an outfit.