Elizabeth P.O.V
as soon as school ended i ran out the door not saying anything to anyone but that didn't stop her from saying something to me
"hey fat ass where are you going you are making the whole school shake with every step you take " she laughed hard looking at Her friends laughing with her . every laugh is making my choice easier to make. Once it happens they will all feel bad about the hell they put me through who am i kidding they heave black hearts and souls they will feel nothing which hurts more but not changing my mind
"funny one pearl I need to go home," I said she stuck her arm out and wouldn't let me pass
" you know no one wants you there right not even your parents don't want a fat bitch like you as a daughter," she said it hurt me. I just smiled but I felt the tears welling in my eyes. but i wont give her that satisfaction
"aw you going to cry boo woo you aren't leaving until I say so, "she said grabbing my arm and hurting me
"please let go I need to go " I said in pain. She laughed. But she left and hand mark on my arm
"ok " she let me go and pushed me down
" Woah did you feel that earthquake girls, "she said laughing but. She's just making it wrost for herself.
" thank you," I said. I was getting up .
"excuses me," she said looking at me confused
" thank you you gave me another reason for what I'm about to do I hope that lives with you forever knowing it's your fault. "
yea whatever whale " she said still looking confused. I just got up and ran out of the school and ran my house. once I got in there I saw my older brother Mack in his room listening to music. I didn't bother him. just ran toward my room to find the letters I wrote last night to my family I opened my laptop and pressed record. i knew I was recording this for them to not feel alone in de death and about my choice to end my life. i started to cry harder. I mean I think of my mother's face and emotions once they find my body im not afraid of dying I know it is part of life. I got my razor blade from my dresser. next to my bed and held it to my arm and dug into my arm watching the blood drain out I cried and smiled and then took some of mom muscle relaxers I took about ten and laid in the bed and let myself sleep. "bye mom, dad, Mack, Sam, bye grandpa bye tom I love you guys bye mommy coming baby girl. , I said feeling the pills take over. I slowly sub come to death.
YOU ARE READING
if you are reading this I made it to the other side of life
Mystery / Thriller" TODAY we are here for the tragic death of Elizabeth perry " who left letter to each of her family members and friends" the news anchor said on the news . about Liz i can't believe she did it . she said she was depressed but I never though she w...
