thinking of her

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Mack P.O.V .
] once i was done with my music I know Lizze came home she comes home around this time. so I walked into her room.  i see her sleeping in bed . then I saw the blood on her arm . 

" NO, NO , LIZZE WAKE UP " LIZZE PLEASE "I yelled touching her she was cold face trying to give her CPR ,. but she didn't wake up . .  so I took out my cell and called mom. crying looking at  Lizze dead body 

"Mack what's wrong ?" Mom asked 

"mom  Liz..liz she is.. dead " I said then I heard a scream on the phone. 

"are you  certain ?" she asked 

"yes she cut her wrist and I see an empty pill bottle next to her . and she.. cold... " I said through tears 

"Mack call 911 please she said pleading on the phone

"ok what about dad? I asked 

"call 911 please I will call your father," she said tough her teeth . 

"mom I'm sorry," I said feeling awful that couldn't save my baby sister from herself. 

"MACK CAL 911 NOW! " she screamed I hung up and called 911

"911 what's your emergency ?" the dispatch asked 

"my  sister she cut her wrist and took pills now she's cold and not breathing please help, "I said in tears I touch Liz's face. 

"ok can I have your name and dress, please " she asked 

"I'm Macklemore Perry I live at 243 Hawthorne street. please send help " I said looking at her dresser it has envelopes on It she planned this all out.   why didn't I noticed she was so hurt. i just hug her body. like I did when she was a baby.  

"MACK  " I heard  my father yell coming toward the room I laid  l Liz back down and cried harder

"No not my baby girl, "My father said looking at Liz and yelling at the ceiling i guess at god. 

"What happen he asked 

" i found ... her like. this .. i didn't know she ran past my room and said nothing to me dad I'm so sorry. i said he hugged me tight  .then looked me right in the eyes. 

this isn't your fault so I don't blame you. I blame that girl who has been bullying her at school she told me and your mother about it.  that made me upset. 

"so you guys knew she was hurting and did nothing," I said hitting the wall 

"son she begged us to do nothing she said she will deal with it on her own," he said looking at Liz 

" I'll deal with it, " I said walking out of the room and grabbing the letter addressed to me and the letter to Sam. 

"don't do anything rash I already lost one child I can't lose another," he said holding Liz's body in his arms and kissing her  forehead  

"I won't" I said looking at him one more time.  that was when I heard the sirens.   and looked at Liz's body one more time thinking of our childhood together.  and cried.  i walked out of the house to our neighbors looking at our house and me. then I saw Tom looking at me. he walked up to me.  worried  I don't think I should tell him yet. 

"what happen why are the police and stuff at your house ?" he looked behind me all I can think about is Liz.   i just didn't say anything . 

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