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MackP.O.V.

 Going in the house it's beautiful inside the second you come in you smell vanilla which was Liz favorite sent. 

"sorry we have it set on as soon as it senses people side the house, "Sam said walking toward.  Opening which i  can only guess is a living room. 

"Why did you guys ever go back home you have one here? "Tom asked looking around he isn't wrong it perfect. inside how did they do it?

"before you ask Mack "Jax  and Lucas helped to make it like this 

"wait my boyfriend helped you and Liz and. Did not tell me ?" I asked 

"she made me swear not to "  we heard behind us it was Jax coming through the entrance but he looked like he's been crying he looked at me and I couldn't hold it  I put my arms out my baby can't be hurting I'm supposed to be strong for him yes he is a guy but he is the girl in our relationship sort of.  

"I'm sorry babe about what your lost," he said  I just kissed his forehead.  then I looked around I saw the pic that Liz took of us at prom. 

 

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 I've never been ashamed of being gay Liz taught me how to let love live if they don't like it fuck them. 

"dammit Liz " I  whispered looking up she knows how to show up when  I need her. like always.  i could feel myself feel tearing up again.  but I can't I have to be strong. 

" babe ?"Jax asked looking at me 

"yea I said stopping myself from crying " but a sob came out but I stopped it. 

"he's been doing that all day stopping himself from crying. "Sam said, 

"no I haven't had I ?" I asked Tom  he nodded yes 

"Sorry guys but I'm just trying to stay strong when all I want to do is scream, " I said honestly 

 then scream  we are in the  woods " Sam said pointing to outside

 "   come to the balcony with me to let it out. "Jax said leading me to the door to the balcony 

" you built the perfect home babe," I said  trying to detract him . from my emotions 

"yea without water or plumbing   we could live here if you want but we have to ask Sam  and I wil try to find out plumbing hey you are trying to distract me Mack ' he said 

"did it work ?" I asked  trying to seem innocent 

"not even a little just let it out babe what are you afraid of ?" he asked 

"you might fear me after seeing my true anger I almost killed someone when I let just a little out," I said  he just smiled and got on his tiptoes to kiss me 

" you will never do anything to make me fear you babe let it out," he said walking back inside the house and winked at me god I love him. 

"AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH WHY LIZ YOU LEFT ME HERE ALONE WHY DID YOU LEAVE ME  YOU ARE the WHOLE WORLD I WAS SUPPOSE TO PROTECT  YOU I FAILED AS A BROTHER  PLEASE DON'T LEAVE ME !!  please don't leave me". I cried and broke down on the floor.    then I felt arms around me  and smelled  vanilla

"Liz" I asked and looked and saw Sam's  blue eyes  she hugged me tight and cried in my chest  then I heard  Jax say 

"we will take care of him Liz don't worry," he said to the sky but I swear I saw light go past him.  I l smiled at him . and mouth out I love you. he smiled and blew a kiss at me 

"Sam can I hold my boyfriend please, "  I said she moved out my chest and went to Tom.  and cried in his chest.  I might have lost a sister but he lost his child and the woman he loved I looked through the balcony and saw a baby bonnet on the chair near the door. " I'm sorry Tom," I said nor looking at him 

"for what ?" he asked out loud  I pointed to the chair 

 he turned to look  and he sobbed 

" Sorry for letting about all these emotions," I said just letting myself feel everything. while holding the man I love.  that Liz set me up with all the emotions


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