" TODAY we are here for the tragic death of Elizabeth perry " who left letter to each of her family members and friends" the news anchor said on the news . about Liz i can't believe she did it . she said she was depressed but I never though she w...
"Running from my emotions," I said like it was nothing but I felt it I was hurting very bad and just wanted to be closer to Liz in some way.
"us too hey Jax Dad found a way to get running water in here," Sam said to Jax
"How?"Jax asked. sam pointed to the three filters on the balcony under here.
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water filtration system my plumber guy is coming in the morning and I called your dad to help make a bathroom and shower in here. "Sam dad said
"that makes sense it going to rain tomorrow and it supposes to hold
twenty-five gallons of water.
"you guys coming up we need to check you out Mack," Sam said
Jax helped me up and tom was already on the ladder going up.
once going up I would be lying if I didn't say my hand hurt touching each step to go up.
" This is a nice place you and the girls built Jax"Sam dad said once we were inside,
" take it, easy babe, "Jax said helping me up once at the front door the smell of vanilla hit me hard. I just thought of her I didn't cry just. thought of her.
" boys you need to know the sleeping arrangements, "Sam's dad asked I kept my head down I can't look at anyone.
" yes we all said in unison. i could feel Jax looking at me but im not looking at him if I do I will break again. but I need to be strong. that's the kind of guy I am. he knows it.
" hey Mack" Sam said I looked at er quickly then looked back down
" this isn't good by just simply see you later I get it you don't want to sleep in holly's room," she said pulling my arm, I didn't say anything just smiled . she walked away. back to her father, I felt bad so I looked up and said " thank you " then looked at Jax without a word he knew I needed to be held he ran into my arms . i just smiled at him.
" the best thing she ever gave me was you " I said to him and kissed his forehead.
" no funny business boys I'm just in the next room Sam dad said
" and funny bis I will be sleeping right next to you guys," tom said . laughing.
"we promise he just like holding me, "Jax said to Tom pulling my arm around him. i just smiled at him im not really in the moment but he can tell he looking at me im still not saying anything i can see his lips moving but i hear nothing.
"Mac look at him " i heard liz voice say in my head so i look at Jax and smiled
"Baby you are crying, "he said looking worried
"oh I'm sorry " i said wiping my face
" don't be sorry you lost your sister and you are trying to be tough i know you are dying inside "Jax said he knows me so well
"And you " he said looking at Tom "
"what me "Tom said acting coy
" yea you should let it out too "Jax said
" i already cried for her and our child and my room is destroyed by me letting it out . " tom said
" jail is to nice for pearl " i said under my breath but i knew they heard me they al had that evil smile guys get when thoughts of murder on the mind
" yea she need to suffer " Tom said tapping his finger tips together Max was doing the same .
"boys you can't go to Jail i agree Pearl deserves worst but killing her won't bring her back "Jax said
"no put it would feel so good to see her last breath while she begs and apologizes "Tom said while his smiled widen
"dude i did that but her father came home i was so close "i said gesturing my hand out like i was choking s her still
" YOU DID WHAT ?"Jax asked while looking at Me and moved away for me a little .
it was right after Liz die.." i couldn't finish it hurts saying she dead
"i ran to get sam and Pearl said she was happy Liz died "so i reacted in the right way " i explained you not scared of me right ? I asked
"of course not i just never thought you would do that "Jax said moving closer to me .
