The Mafia's Babygirl

Chapter twelve: Losing Game

"W-What are you talking about? I'm the only child." I replied.

"Then why do we share the same features?" He asked.

I studied him very well and you couldn't deny our similarities. He had my father's tone and taste but the only thing that I questioned was why our parents hid him.

"Your father decided to throw me away since I wanted to take over. Said I wasn't fit to be King." He said in a stern tone.

"What does that have to do with me?" I asked.

"What makes you fit to be Queen?" He questioned angrily.

"Apparently everything that doesn't make you fit to be the king."

"I see you share the same smart mouth of our mother." He replied coldly.

"I see you have to send other people out to do your work," I replied.

"Look...."

"No you look, Gomez, you don't scare me. You want to fight let's do but I promise you the grave will be your new home." I stated coldly.

My brother and I glared at each other as I studied his eyes. Fear was something I didn't care for and I knew was Dean was going to kill him if I didn't return home soon. I smirked as I walked closer to him watching his cold demeanor waver.

"I'm going to go now but if you so as much come near my family again..." I lean up closer to his ear

"I'll cut your head off and serve to your wife on a silver platter."

I smirked and walked out of the house leaving him in his shocked phase. I borrowed one of his vehicles and drove back out until I was close to home. I took a detour and went out the bridge. It was always my hideout from the world. My thoughts were swirling all over my head. Why would my parents hideaway my brother and what made me different from him? He wanted what I didn't want. I jumped when I heard a car door close but I quickly smiled when I saw Dean.

"You are one crazy-ass wife doll." He said as I ran into his arms.

I took in his scent as he held me tightly. If I knew that this would've stopped Gomez I would've done it a long time ago. He lifted my face and pulled me into a kiss washing away all the emotions I felt. I held onto him tighter as he deepened the kiss letting me feel all of his emotions. He broke the kiss and said,

"You are a mom now, no more suicide mission or I'm suicide mission your ass." I laughed softly only for my eyes to widened.

"How is Emelle? Did they hurt her?" I asked in a worried tone.

"Doll, you are pregnant." He replied.

"W-What?" I shuttered.

"You heard me." He said as he cupped my face.

I laughed softly as this new feeling rushed into my veins. It's was this overwhelming mixture of fear and excitement. Being a mother was one of the biggest milestones I wanted to reach but with the way things were going having a child now wasn't the best option.

"Im going to protect us all doll don't worry. I know now doesn't seem like the best time for this but we are going to make it the best out of the worst." Dean said as he kissed my forehead.

I smiled as I hid myself into his embrace hoping that everything would remain calm. Hopefully, I had scared Gomez enough for him to leave us alone and the constant drug wars would stop. Everything I was hoping for was everything I wanted and so much more but sometimes a dream that starts off perfect turns into a nightmare.

Three months later

I was laying in our bed waiting on Dean to walk through the door. Wars were firing up everyday and all I could do was wait and hope that Dean would return in one piece. I was falling into a pit of uncertainty and he could tell. He would tell me not to worry about him but it was hard knowing that we were losing men daily and the alliances between our enemies were only getting bigger.

People were starting to try us left to right. You didn't know if it was even safe to walk out the door. Emelle had grown into this sad child that only wanted to go outside but we couldn't risk it. Snippers were constantly killing people that were finding their way into the backyard and I was far from tired of this lifestyle once again. I wiped my tears that had fallen just as the door to the room opened. Dean frustrated and tired gaze was my new focus. He walked straight into the bathroom and I took the time to pull myself together. When he came out he disappeared into the closet before climbing into the bed. He cuddled himself into my embrace as I caressed his head.

"Terrible night?" I asked.

"The worst, Gomez isn't playing anymore and pretty soon he will force the title right out of your father's  hands. He getting smarter and bolder and we are getting weaker. I've lost so many people fighting this battle and they weren't  just people that was apart of the crew they were my boys. My family." He said as his voice wavered.

"I'm sorry baby. This isn't your fight to fight. It's my father's  fight to fight and it's time we withdrawal from this fight. I'm tired of worrying about you and the guys. You all are all I have and I just can't lose you." I whispered to him.

He lean up and kissed me softly before pulling away and pulling me into his embrace. I snuggled deeper into his embrace as we laid there in silence unbothered by the world. This was one of the many reasons why I wanted to be  free of this world. Being the cartel queen wasn't the life I wanted. I didn't want my children to grow up thinking this was the only way to survive.

"We will withdrawal from this fight but that may mean that your father will take you away from me." He said.

"No that means my father will lose me as a daughter. I'm happy here with you and losing you would be the end of me." I replied.

"You know this will start another war right." He implied.

"I know and it's a war I'm willing to face. I'm yours baby." I said.

"I love you doll." He replied.

"I love you too baby." I replied as he kissed my forehead.

I smiled but fear crept into my soul. Fighting my father would be harder than any other fight there was. I knew this was a losing game but for Dean I was willing to lose it all just to be by his side.

TBC

*Sorry for the late update my angels. School has started back and my inspiration for this story just isn't there anymore. I'm going to continue it for now but it will take some time. Hope you all can understand.*