Emotionlessly Emotional

Forbidden

"I love you" forbidden words they ring in my ears
With venom or sincerity never thought to hear again for the rest of my years
Frighten with the plague of a snap shotted past
"I love you too" never thought I'd ever say it last
Perfect words you spill the irresistible truth
Heart racing like the speed of light scared but these words soothe
May bear be with a bunny? Sounds surreal
But the words this beautiful nightmare speaks are only real
A chance? run away? start again a life unknown?
But how to decline what's a dream when it's only his name I want to moan
Twisted past traumatised love wish never again
But this I begged for too a dream I wanted to obtain
Forbidden but soul puzzling i crave another bite
But nothing scares like the dreading pain and toxicity when we fight
But maybe this forever is forever like the stars in the sky
Or just another dead end supernova of which theres not even a good bye