Emotionlessly Emotional

Inner Child

Shaking with uncertainty my inner child screams
To be heard to be seen this pain is pulling apart at the seams
Breath taken away with every fear, secrets exposed
Hidden with calming smiles but true pain is what can't be disposed

Forever promised even when forever isn't with me
But pulled apart from extreme desired love for me?
U pushed, wanting to leave I should've expected
But it was you who promise to keep me happy and protected

This soul trusted and gave all but you decided to destroy
Now a soul Emotionlessly in solitude, I bet it's my pain you enjoy
Like a puzzle with missing pieces you took away the good part of me
But reminded with a daily routine that a story like our was never one to be

Coming back like an endless plague, is it me in denial?
I constant loop to which causes this soul to break, this pain just piles
Seperate ways don't exist you crave every time
Just like our song "angel" You can't stay away, this is your only crime