I "hate" you

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I hate you!
I hate you!
I hate you!
Those where the words I had often said.
I knew that it wasn't true.
I could never hate you, you're so sweet, caring, honest, loyal, smart, funny, silly, and all of the above. Words Cannot express how wonderful you are.
It hurts me that I have to act like I hate you.
But I can't help it,
I'm scared.
I'm scared that you'll leave me,
That I'll get to attached,
I'll hurt you,
That you'll hurt me.
You'll find someone better, I know it.
An if you did I would be able to get over it, I would be to attached.
So it'd be better if maybe I just try not to get attached at all, make you leave me, you'll find someone better than me. You'll realize that you deserve better.

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