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losing control(female reader)

Hey babe I called to hope

Yes baby hope said as she wrapped her arms around my half naked body

Do you love me i asked

Yes i do love you do you love me she said while kissing my neck

Yes i do love you but i just got out the shower so we can not have sex i said getting out of her arms and sitting on her bed which is the bed i sleep in almost every night sometimes i sleep in her bed alone cause she goes for a run and makes it up to me by shifting into her wolf and laying on her bed with me  like she is my pillow

Or we can your just going to have to take another shower after we are done hope said coming from behind me and started taking off my bra but I layed down on my back before she could finish taking it off

How about we make out instead of having sex hope suggested

No because us making out ends up with both of us naked and my legs sore and then you wanting to go another round and then us still going till 5AM cause your dick I hard and you are horny all the time I said sitting up

I'm not horny all the time I only get horny because I have you as my girlfriend and my dick is hard all the time cause you like to grind on it all the time and your sexy as hell hope said crawling toward me while in between my legs

Yea your sexy to but I'm not trying to have sex with you every moment I have okay I said as she got to my face her lips hitting my chest to my lips she kissed me hard I kissed her back then flipped us over so I was on top I sat on her lap and started grinding on her I took off her shirt and she started unbuttoning my pants till I started to grind harder she grabbed the sheets and grunted

Baby please she whined

I unbuckled her belt then unbuttoned her pants and took them off her I started to grind on her again not bothering to take off her boxers she unbuttoned my pants and slid them down till she stopped at my hips cause I started kissing down her body till I stopped at her hips I licked her hip and sucked on it I brought my hybrid eyes and teeth out and bit her hip she jumped when I did that I sucked on her blood till she pulled me back up and looked at my face I leaned in and kissed her with me still vamping out I pulled away and kissed her jawline and then went to her neck kissed it a couple times then bit her neck digging my fangs in deep that she moaned in pain and pleasure I grabbed her arms slowly losing control I suck on her blood I keep on sucking on her blood till her body went limp I listened for her heart beat and I found one she only passed out I got her dressed and I got dressed I sat on the floor in the corner of our room blood still surrounding my mouth i sat there for like 30minutes with my knees pulled to my chest and my face hidden

Babe i hope said just waking up not seeing me yet she got up from the bed looking all over the room until she saw me she came over

What's wrong baby she said in a sweet voice

I shook my head and moved away from her

Hey you have to tell me what's wrong she said and put her hand on my leg

You want to know what happened look at your neck I said she went in the bathroom and saw her neck she came back out and went to the bed and alot of blood on her sheets

What happened she asked

I happened i hurt you I lost control I did not stop until I felt your body stop moving but I'm happy I didn't kill you I only made you pass out but It doesn't change the fact that I hurt you if you wanted to tell me to stop you couldn't have cause i was basically ripping your throat out i stopped because i love you to much to kill you i love you to much to hurt you and i love you to much to stay with you after what i did i said

Wait what do you mean hope said with tears in her eyes

I can't hurt you again hope I don't want to I said with tears in my eyes

Then don't hope said coming closer

I can't control myself hope I'm not a ripper but I can't control myself and it doesn't help that you won't tell me to stop drinking your blood every time I do that I lose control even more than before your blood made me into a hybrid hope and I still haven't broken the sire bond which is why I can't control myself I can't be with you and be like this at the same time hope I said moving her hair behind her ear

No yes you can I will help you break the sire bond I will help you control yourself please don't leave me hope said with a tear rolling down her cheek

I have to if I want to protect you I'm sorry hope if I want to do this I have to leave you and the school for a little I said standing up

No your saying you want to leave me just like every one else left I need you baby please don't leave me this isn't just leaving me your leaving the school because of me don't leave me hope said standing up and grabbing my hand

No hope last time I did this I almost killed you and you used the sire bond to tell me it was okay that you were alive but I knew it was never okay I'm leaving the school I will come back when the sire bond is broken and I can control my blood lust I'll be back when I come back we can be together again I promise we will be together soon I just have to get myself under control okay but I'll be back we can call alot or you can astral project and we can talk like that but I can't see you in person so don't try to track me down cause if you do that you won't get me back I said then went to the door till I felt hope pull me back when I turned to look at her she kissed me hard as if it were our last kiss

You better come back hope said with her head leaned on mine

I promise I will come back I'm not my father I will come back I may be a lockwood but I will come back to you and you have to b single when I come back but make friends I want you to be happy while I'm gone bn I will be back as fast as I can I love you i said walking out the door

I did come back I just came back 1 year too late I have been gone for 1 year

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