Field of Dandelions | Nahyuck

Dandelions|31|Dandelions

Jaemin: You move on. . i-it's fine we can love again, Hyuck, can we?

Haechan: Don't make this harder, Jaem. . at the end of the day we deny the truth.

Jaemin: But-

Haechan: I'm sorry but Jaemin. . listen to me please, we might have meant to be together but we didn't last forever and you have to live with that. But we tried already. . and I'm tired, I'm giving up because it won't last forever. I'm sorry 

Donghyuck turns away and leaves Jaemin alone in his place. . 

it might be as awkward as they used to but their feelings are still the same. . 

they cried themself to sleep every night, 

0they wished on the dandelions every day just to be together but it doesn't seem to work. 

Right now Donghyuck is inside his house and looking at Jaemin who's standing in front of him.

The glass door separates them both from each other. 

Donghyuck unblocks Jaemin's phone number and calls the younger boy. The younger quickly answers the phone call while staring at the older boy.

Jaemin: Hyuck, I know you are lying. I can read your mind, I can read your feeling, please . . we can just ignore the truth, we can pretend like we didn't know anything. . l-like that night

Haechan: I can't, I can't do that, Jaem. I chose my path already, even though I want to be with you but this isn't right. I know you can know what I feel and I hope you understand me

Jaemin: I don't want to understand. . but I can't deny the truth either. . . I just want to show you that the sky limit won't stop me from loving you but seems like things are just too complicated. 

Haechan: Go back home, it's getting cold. You might catch a cold

Jaemin: No, I don't want to 

Haechan: I promise. . when I'm ready I will come back to you. As long as you wait for me, I'm not ready yet. I'm not but I'm trying

Jaemin: How long? How long do I have to wait?

Haechan: I don't know but the best is you should not wait for me. I'll be proud if you fall in love with someone who can take care of you and make you happier

Jaemin: I will try to fall in love with someone, but now. . I want you. You don't know, the whole place seems to be so quiet without you, our bedroom is so empty with you. All I can hear is Jisung and Chenle laughing and it makes me even sadder. 

Jaemin pauses as he wipes his tears away avoiding eye contact

Jaemin: I hate you so much for making me wish to the dandelions, wishing that we can be together but it's not working, I hate you for leaving me with our memories, I hate you for letting go, I hate you so much for leaving without a word, I was trying to find you everywhere but couldn't. I hate you for leaving your perfume all over me, I just want to hate you but I can't. I just want to move on but I can't because I hope and wish that you are the one

Haechan: I-i'm sorry

Jaemin: Please Donghyuck. Can we restart? Can we don't care about the fact that we are cousins?

Haechan: I-i can't do that and you know it. As much as I want to pretend but nothing's the same. Please- don't wait for me, I was just kidding earlier. Just move on. Maybe I was there to heal you then it's my time to leave after you are stronger enough

Jaemin: But if you leave then I would be the same

Haechan: but if you move on then you will be happier than you are right now