Field of Dandelions | Nahyuck

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They are practicing for the wedding, Donghyuck never knows that they have to practice for this kind of stuff too

although. . he's an idol and he knows practice makes things better but he never went to any wedding event so he has no idea. 

He's walking down the hall towards Jaemin who's staring at him, for some reason the older boy feels his heartbeat really fast and he feels nervous. 

Well. . if that's what Donghyuck feels, so does Jaemin? 

The latter admires his fiance who's smiling at him while standing in front of him. 

After the practice, they sit down and talk for a bit

Jaemin: *sigh* Why am I feeling nervous even when we are just practicing?

Haechan: Excited to marry me?

Jaemin: Shut up

Haechan: If I shut up then you walk down the hall with your dad

Jaemin: No f*cking way! You do it, it suits you.

Haechan: You ruin the mood, no fun to talk with

Jaemin: So? Tonight are you staying in the new house with me? Or are you going back to your dorm?

Haechan: Dorm with Chenle

Jaemin: Everything is with Chenle, I'll ask Jisung to ruin your relationship with Chenle

Haechan: So you are close with Jisung now? How lucky? 

Donghyuck jokes and stares at Jaemin who's smiling for a few moments before he begins to speak again 

Haechan: Jaemin? Why did you kinda know? Hate your father that much? I haven't seen you with him since that dinner night

Jaemin: Just. . he- my past . . You know? I don't have a happy life like you, maybe you won't understand

Haechan: r-right. . can you tell me?

Jaemin: When I was younger. . my family was a perfect family until the age of seven when my mother left. . after an argument with my dad, You know what? He didn't even try to stop her even though I begged him to.

Talking about his past . . makes him tear up. He holds his tears and continues to tell Donghyuck the story of his life

Jaemin: After my mother left, he married again, with a girl. . she's mean, she's always hurt me and you know what is the worst part? He lets her do whatever she wants

Haechan: Sh, Jaemin, don't cry. It's okay now. Don't continue-

Jaemin: I was hurt by her for two years. . until they divorced. He didn't even feel sad. . he moved on by marrying a new girl and you know? It was my freaking nanny! I couldn't trust anyone. . others than Jeno. We stayed like that over four years and-and I met Jia, she brings light to my life, I was so in love with h-her. . She picks up every piece of me. That time I thought that she was the one that I was looking for. Every time I touch her, she gives me warmth. .

Haechan: Touch her? And she gives you warmth?

Jaemin: Yeah. . touch like. . you know, adult stuff. . I enjoy those warm days because I was born with this kind of sickness that I had. . I will always feel cold because my temperature isn't like normal people. My mom said that I have to meet a person who has a birth-mark, you know? But then on our engagement day, she rejected me right in front of the reporters. After the event. . I found out that she rejected me because she cheated on me for 4 months. . It's like she picks those pieces up and destroys them again, Hyuck.