😕🚪{Kimi Wa Dekinai Ko}🚪😕

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The title means: You are a worthless child. (Based off the song)
This is my first soudam book and i'm very excited!
TW: Abuse, panic attacks, language.

Kazuichi's POV:

"Kazuichi, I will NOT tolerate this sort of behavior towards Pekoyama-Chan!"
Sonia yelled at me, yes, she raised her voice.

"I'm telling ya', She's the culprit! I saw her near the beach house, and when I got in, there was no body discovery, even when Hajime got in! It has to be her!!"
I argued back, Hajime, Nagito, Gundham and the others, even Hiyoko agreed.

"Ibuki agrees with Kazuichi! I'm sorry Sonia but there is too much evidence pointing to Pekoyama! Ibuki has to believe it!"
Ibuki looked down, quite shyly.
"Miki, do you agree..?"
She looked back up at Mikan Tsumiki, and she nodded.

Eventually the trial ended, Pekoyama was the culprit, Sonia stared at her being executed, helping Fuyuhiko before he got taken away.

"It is you're fault, you are useless."
Sonia yelled, crying.
ouch. OUCH. that hurt.

"She was t-the culprit?!- W-what do you mean I'M useless?!-"
I crossed my arms and scoffed.

"Isn't it obvious?! I LOVED HER YOU USELESS PEASANT!"
She yelled.

"Ouch."
Akane groaned.

"You- you would rather.. We all die? Including you? Over her?!"
I blurted out, forcing myself not to cry.

"YES! OF COURSE I WOULD I LOVE HER UNLIKE ALL OF YOU! YOU'RE ALL PEASANTS! YOU ARE ALL WORTHLESS, UNLIKE HER!"
She pointed at us, crying like a baby. Why is she crying?! She has no right to do that.
Well whatever, i've heard it before.
Hah fuck my dad.

"YOU ARE ALL SO FUCKING USELESS YOU BASTARDS!"
She continued, and stomped on the floor, it brought back flashbacks, my dad used to yell like that.
Then he'd usually hit me.

"I..— sniff sniff"
I went to run to my room. The last thing I saw was Hajime slapping Sonia.
Who cares?! Tch.

I slammed my door and fell on the bed, my legs shaking, my whole body trembling, crying, thinking of flashbacks.
I literally screamed, I just yelled.

I'm guessing Gundham heard, because he ran over to my cabin.
"My.. My consort..? Are you alright? Would you like me to come in?"
He knocked.
"I-N- No!!- I-I can't see aNYone anymo.. sob"
I cried, and he spoke;
"Alright my paramour, would you like me to comfort you from outside your cabin..?"
I heard him slide down the door.
"U-Y- Mhm.. T-that would be— O-ok.."
Gundham let out a sad chuckle.
"I have an ideal that Nevermind is going to.. Erm.. cease.. Not that i'm planning to kill her, of course."
He explained, I wanted to get him a blanket or even let him in, though I couldn't let him in, my legs were shaking violently, even if I got up, I would've instantly fell.
After a few minutes I was still shaking, but I decided to try let him in anyways, I didn't want him to get a cold.

"Dearest, you mustn't get up, you're shaking. Are you not?"
He calmly said.
"I-I don't want you to get a cold!—"
"Ouch—"
I fell instantly, just as I thought.
I crawled to the door, but decided I wasn't ready
"Are you alright, my love?"
He asked, not turning around.
"Y-yup."
I winced.
"It's alright, by the way. You don't have to pressure yourself to let me in."
He comforted, breaking his occult act, a few minutes later I started falling asleep, I was against the door aswell, with my legs against my stomach, just like Gundham.
"M-mm.."
I fell my head getting lighter and started shifting out of consciousness, I had cried too much. My eyes got much heavier.
I reached my arm up and reached for the lock, I unlocked the door and fell asleep instantly.

Gundham's POV:

My royal consort had fallen asleep, but unlocked the door for me.
I entered the room, that I have been in oh, so many times.
He was slumped, half of himself out of his door, he fell back when I opened the door.
I picked him up, and laid him on the bed.
I locked the door behind us, of course. So that another murder would be prevented.
I put my hand on his forehead, and moved the bangs out of the way.
"My love, I am sorry that.. That idiot.. Treated you that way."
I kissed his forehead and laid my head on his.

"I kissed his forehead and laid my head on his

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Kazuichi's POV:

"Mmm.. N-hhhhgg..Yawn..
H-huh?!- O-o— yawn oh.. Haha.."
I chuckled, and kissed my significant other's cheek, I hugged him and fell asleep again.

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