Angst cuz I hate myself
PROMT FROM GREENSCRAFT ON TIKTOK!
In killing game btw
TRIGGERS!! HUGE TRIGGERS!
Suicide
Depression
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"Hey Gundy!"
Kazuichi leaped into his boyfriend's arms.
"Why hello there, Kazuichi."
Gundham greeted his boyfriend with a peck on the cheek.
They hung out for a while, it had turned night time.
"AHEM! Hopes Peak Academy School Trip Executive Committee has an announcement to make... It is now 10:00 p.m.
Please return to your rooms and relax. Let the sound of the ocean gently rock you to sleep.
Now then! Sweet dreams everyone, good niiight..."
The announcement spoke, Kazuichi got up from Gundham's bed.
"I gotta go now. I won't be out tomorrow.. O-okay? So just.. Don't check up on me.. Promise i'll be there after!
Just promise not to check on me. I promise if you beat the challenge, i'll love you forever."
Kazuichi stammered out, Gundham tilted his head in confusion.
"Okay... But, why would you not leave you-"
"I love you, bye!"
Kazuichi ran out of the room.
"What an odd boy.."
Gundham's mind wondered.
"He's most likely just working on some project.."
Gundham reassured himself.
The next day
Kazuichi didn't show up to breakfast.
"Has anyone seen Kazuichi?"
Fuyuhiko asked, taking a sip of tea.
"Erm, he left my abode last evening, he said not to check on him today."
Gundham sighed, he still wondered if he would show up to even eat.
"Uh.. Okay.."
Akane mumbled, taking a big bite out of her food.
Lunch time
"I'm getting worried about Souda-Kun. He's not one to miss out on meals.."
Sonia worried, Gundham sighed.
Every single comment made him worry more and more.
It was eating him alive, his curiosity was catching up to him, he brushed it off, but something felt so.. Different.. So.. Odd..
Regardless, he went back to his dorm.
Dinner time
Kazuichi didn't show up.
Gundham felt sick.
He couldn't take it anymore.
After dinner.
The night time announcement. Finally. He could get over with this dumb promise and check on him tomorrow.
Gundham held his devas, they seemed very concerned.
"Is everything alright, my devas?"
Gundham asked, the hamsters scurried around, looking for something.
They were on the spot that Kazuichi usually laid on when in Gundham's room.
"Ah, I see. You miss Kazuichi."
Gundham sighed, he put all four hamsters in the big cage, and laid down in bed.
He let out a long sigh.
Morning.
It's finally morning.
Gundham leaped out of his bed, and quickly grabbed some hamster food, fed the devas, and left.
He sighed.
He ran to Kazuichi's cabin.
It was completely dark.
The windows? Closed.
The only light was coming from the bathroom.
That terrified him.
There was something wrong.
His heart raced like never before, it was beating so fast.
He felt his heart banging on his chest, he felt suffocated.
"Oh god.. Please be okay.. Just please— Fucking.. Please.."
Gundham entirely dropped his overlord personality.
He took a deep breath.
He doubted that Kazuichi was alive.
He was ready for this.
But what he wasn't ready for... Was what he was about to see.
He walked in.
As expected, Kazuichi laid there.
He had a big, long note on the floor next to him, he had a knife penetrated through his stomach.
Gundham wasn't surprised. But.. He was at the same time.
He started crying.
Shit.
He held Kazuichi in his arms.
He was absolutely and entirely limp.
Dead.
He cried, feeling as though he lost a huge part of him.
He kissed his forehead for the last time.
As Gundham was sobbing, he picked up the note.
"Dear Gundy, congratulations.
You beat the challenge.
Now you'll have to replay it every day.
I love you <3 i'm sorry."
Gundham cried. He cried so hard.
This didn't feel right.
Was it possibly..
No.
"PLEASE N-NOT SUICIDE.. PLEASE!!"
Gundham yelled out in tears.
He couldn't bear the feeling.
It was definitely suicide.
His boyfriend took his own life.
With no motivation.
Nothing to justify it.
Just.. Simple death.
Nothing could avenge him.
He flipped the note, surely he didn't write that little on such a big paper.
"I bet you're wondering why I did this.
I'm sorry. I'm sorry I was so useless.
I couldn't bare this anymore.
I couldn't take it.
Not just the killing game.
I know that even if I would survive, it would just lead me to an even worse life than here. So if you're wondering.. I did this because there's absolutely no hope for me.
I just ruin people.
I'm creepy.
I'm annoying.
I'm not happy with how I am.
I'm sorry.
Thats all I do.
Apologize.
My dad sucks.
My moms not in the picture.
I'm just some weak mechanic with the smallest sliver of talent and a big amount of luck.
I'm sorry. I.. I killed myself. Please survive. please.
I love you. I love you so much. You have to move on."
He cried.
If he knew something was wrong before.. Maybe he could've helped.
He could've convinced
K@Z/1C)1 that he wasn't annoying.
Or creepy.
Or useless.
He could've done amazing things.
He couldn't say his name.
The game.. Wouldn't let him.
The game? What is 'the game?'
"Ka-.."
It muted him.
People crowded the cabin.
They heard Gundham crying and screaming.
" A body has been discovered ! Please make you're way to Kazuichi's Cabin ! "
