Gradual Love

Chapter 4

I just sat there. Stiff as a board, not moving a muscle and in shock. Never in my life would I have thought JJ Maybank would be talking to me like this. On the other hand, I didn't even know JJ Maybank a couple of days ago.

Ugh why is he so perfect. I want to be his and I want him to be mine however I don't want to rush into things I can't even begin to imagine the outcome of. This was fucking stupid. I've always been the type of person to have good grades, good friends and I was also known as the teachers pet three years ago. This was it. I finally had a chance to become the person I always wanted to become. The girl who had no regrets. The girl who everyone looked at twice whilst walking by. The girl who has a perfect JJ. Shit. Perfect boyfriend, that's what I meant. Guess it's too late to deny the fact I wanted something more with him. But I had no intention of making it easy for him if he happened to feel the same way.

I lean into his ear with confidence and say, ''you wish I was that easy to jump into. You have absolutely no idea how wet you made me earlier. It's just a shame you can't get any.''

His face shifts from a devious smirk to his gorgeous, bluebell eyes bulging out of his sockets. I let out the slightest giggle as I back myself up into my chair once more.

After what seemed to be like the longest meal I had ever had, it was finally time to leave.

Just as we were all about to head out of the door, JohnB buts in with a question.

"Mia,Sofia. Would you like to sleep at the chateau tonight?"

"Um-I-" I look towards Mia, hoping she would recognise that my facial expressions were telling her to answer the question with a no.

As she takes her eyes off of me, thinking she took the hint loud and clear, she replies with, "sure, we'd love to" with a huge smile on her face.

Fuck. What if JJ would be there.

As time goes by and we arrive at the house, I see Pope eyeing down my best friend. I shoot him with narrow eyes and my tongue pushing against the inside of my cheek. As soon as we make eye contact I knew I fucked up. I'd heard Mia talk about this guy ever since I could remember but in that moment my mind had completely gone blank and suddenly regretted my wrong doings.

What if Pope liked Mia the same way Mia likes Pope and now I've gone and screwed everything up just because I forgot about the full on crush she has had for the past four years. Shiiiit.

WRITERS NOTE:

Sorry this chapter is suuuper short. I haven't had much time to write since it was my birthday (people came to celebrate) and sadly had to go to a funeral. I'll try and write as much as possible but sorry in advance. Love you all and thank you for reading <3