Magnus and Alec

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Alec's POV

I was at the store picking up some food because I was going to make Magnus dinner tonight. We'd been talking a lot more lately and he was helping me realize that I don't have to follow in my parents footsteps and that it's okay to be me.

I'd become a lot more confident about myself and who I was. I was picking out some pasta when I bumped into someone with the cart.

"Oh I'm so sorry are you okay?" I ask looking up to see who it is.

"Watch it!" The women yells turning to look at me. "Oh it's you." She says with a sneer.

"Yes Camille it's me now would you mind getting out of my way?" I ask backing the cart up.

"You know that you and Magnus aren't going to last right?" She said dragging one of her nails across the cart.

"I don't see how that's any of your business." I say sighing.

"Well I've decided to turn over a new leaf and help out those I've wronged. I don't want you getting hurt. Especially when everyone else can see it." She said leaning on the cart.

"Well thank you but no thank you." I say dislodging her from the cart and going to the check out.

As I pay for my groceries I think about what she said. Relationships take effort and I'm all for effort but knowing Magnus he's been with a lot of other people already so maybe I am just a fling to him. I'd be holding him back honestly if I really thought about it. It's the middle of summer and this is our last year of college so who knows where life will take us.

I shook my head and getting those thoughts out and took the groceries to the car. I drive back to my place and put them away in the cupboard. I read for a while then Camille's comment comes back into my head. 'You know you and Magnus aren't going to last right?'

I sigh and rub my face as I go to take a shower. While I'm taking a shower I decide it's best to save myself the heart ache. I figured this wouldn't last. Having your first relationship with a guy like Magnus, what a pathetic loser I am.

I get out of the shower and dry off then decide to go hang with Izzy for a while.

One hour later

"Alright spill." She says siting down next to me.

"What are you taking about Iz?" I ask taking a sip of my soda.

"Come on Alec this is me you're talking to. I can tell when something's bothering you. Now tell me what's wrong." She says lightly pushing my knee.

"It's nothing just my insecurities." I say trying to wave it off. By the Look she gives me I can tell she's not gonna let it go.

"Alright fine it has to do with Magnus and me. I just feel like this isn't going to go anywhere. I mean I like him I really do, I haven't felt like this since I stopped liking Jace." I say leaning my head against the couch.

"It's okay Alec. You're allowed to feel this way. There's nothing wrong with it. You won't know if this relationship with Magnus is going to work unless you try." She said putting her hand on mine.

"We're from two different worlds Iz. He's rich and famous and can do what he wants and I'm just the first born disappointment of two music agents." I say throwing my arms up.

"Okay first off you're not a disappointment. I don't care what mom and dad say or think. The people you like doesn't matter. It's who you are that does. Second just because you're from two different worlds doesn't mean it wont work out. Just look at me and Meliorn. I come from the same family as you and him from a very traditional one. We've been together for about two years." She says giving me a gentle squeeze.

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