Only one [ z.m ]

|| twenty one ||

I woke up the next day from my alarm and saw that my pillow was still wet from all the tears. I rubbed my eyes and felt they were sore. I walked to the bathroom and looked at myself in the mirror. My eyes were swollen and bloodshot from all the crying.

I am still angry over that he flirted with another girl... I wouldn't be as mad as I am if he apologized but he didn't even say sorry or admit he did something wrong. I just think it's harder for me to trust him now... I had just learned to trust him and now he just breaks my trust.

I out on a pair of black jeans and a grey hoodie and put the hood on and I didn't care If I looked like shit. I was too tired to do my makeup. I walked out from the bathroom and I took my backpack and my keys and walked out from the room.

I remembered that I am going to meet mom after class. Only thinking about that made me happier. I don't want to talk about that and I hope she doesn't bring that up because I just need some time alone. Maybe if I am with her I can get my mind of off things.

I had art class today so I walked over to that classroom and sat down on my place. I saw Zayn coming to me and I tried to get a smile on my face but It didn't work well.

"Hi." He said smiling at me but it soon faded when he saw my frown. He sat down beside me.

"Hi." I said but I doubt he heard it.

"Is everything okay?" He asked with concern in his voice.

I didn't want to talk about it... Especially because the girl who flirted with Harry was Zayn's girlfriend...

"Y-yeah." I stuttered.

"Are you sure? Was it Harry?" He asked and I thought about if I should tell him but since I barely see Sophia anymore I can tell him. I need someone to talk to.

I nodded and I could see him clenching his jaw and clenching his fists. Is it weird to think that he looks hot even when he is angry? What am I thinking?

"What did he do?" He said looking at me with a serious face. I missed looking in to his golden brown eyes. They were so beautiful. I haven't actually hung out with Zayn for a very long time...

I decided if I should tell him since it was Perrie. I don't want to sound like a bitch to tell him that his girlfriend flirted with him. I don't want him to get hurt.

"Me Harry and my mum were at a restaurant yesterday. The restaurant where Perrie works and..." I said. I didn't dare to say the rest... What if he would get mad at me for saying that and what if he don't believe me?

"So your mom is here in town?" He asked and I nodded. I could tell that he wanted to know what happened next.

"We were having a good time until Perrie and Harry started flirt with each other. They did that during the whole dinner..." I said biting my lip and his eyes widened. Please don't get mad at me for saying that, I thought to myself.

"Are you sure?" He said clenching his jaw.

"Yeah. I didn't want to tell you because I didn't want to hurt you telling it was Harry, Perrie was flirting with." I said.

"Don't worry about me, me and Perrie have broke up just so you know. I felt like we weren't right for each other..." He said and I nodded.

"Oh I'm sorry Zayn." I said.

"Don't be sorry. I'm more worried about you are you okay? Should I talk to him? I can punch his face if you want to." He winked and I shook my head and giggled. For the first time today I actually smiled.

"No Zayn but thank you. I can take care of myself. I just need to talk to him that's all." I said assuring him that I'm fine.

"Okay but if you need anything I'm here you know." He said looking me in the eyes. I nodded.

It felt good to talk to someone about this. I feel like something heavy has been lifted of my chest.

The lessons began and me and Zayn talked about how he and Perrie had it and why they broke up. We also drew a painting of each other and messed around.

Apparently Zayn broke up with her because she was annoying and he thought that she wasn't a nice person. She only wanted Zayn to have sex with and that only made me even more hungry. That means she would like to have sex with Harry if she is just looking for someone to get laid with... Hell no!

But the thing that hurts me the most is that Harry let her flirt with him even though I was there sitting beside him and seeing everything. I just don't get it. He said before how much he likes me but I don't know if it's true anymore...

Maybe I'm just overreacting but your boyfriend shouldn't be flirting with other girls while they're seated with their girlfriend right? I pushed the thought back in my head and focused on the lesson.

*

Me and my mom have been to the mall and had a shopping spree together. We had so much fun and it was nice to have a mother and daughter time. It felt just like in LA. I miss LA to be honest. Washington is pretty boring but this will do.

I walked back to my dorm and I opened the door to the building and saw Harry with flowers in his hand and his cute smile. I looked at him confused, what is going on? That's so sweet of him but this won't make me trust him more.

''Hey.'' He said smiling at me.

''Hi.'' I said.

''So these flowers are for you and I just wanted to apologise for being a dick last night.'' He said giving me the flowers. This is actually sweet of him but i'm still mad at him.

''Harry this is really sweet of you but did you really think that I would forgive you that easily?'' I said looking at him in the eyes and showing that i'm serious.

''Well... Kind of...'' He said rubbing his neck.

''You're wrong then because i'm still mad at you. Sure you maybe think that i'm overreacting and I maybe am but you flirted with another girl in front oh ME and my MOM.'' I said emphesasing me and mom. He was about to say something but I raised my hand signaling to stop and that i'm not finsihed.

''I'm mad because I just learn to trust you and then you just go and flirt with another girl and plus my mom was there so how do you think that made me feel?'' I said feeling my vision getting blurry.

"I-I..." He stuttered, probably not prepared for me to not accept his apology.

"Look. I'm sorry for flirting with her and it was stupid of me to do that. But please forgive me! I hate to not seeing you everyday, I'm so sorry baby I really am." He said, literally begging for my forgiveness and I must say that I want to forgive him. He also admitted he flirted with her which I appreciate that he did.

"I forgive you Harry but I must say that if you break my trust again this will be over." I said seriously.

"Of course babe thank you so much!" He said hugging me. It felt good to have our conflict over but I'm still a bit mad...

I let out a breath and hugged him back. I could feel his head burying in to my neck and it actually made me felt much more happier. I didn't want to let go from his embrace.

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