Only one [ z.m ]

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This will be a very long chapter but i hope you guys don't mind? I want to try to do my chapter longer from now on. Anyways enjoy the chapter!

So tomorrow is mine and Zayns date and oh my god i'm so nervous... I want this date to be the best because I really like him.

These past few days me and Zayn have been hanging out with each other and I really like spending time with him. I feel like I really can be myself and he makes me happy. When I'm with him I don't think of Harry and what he did to me Im just thinking of him and me.

I still blush every time I think of when we kissed in the kitchen. I really like him so much and to be honest I've missed his lips against mine. I want to feel his soft lips and just kiss him. Is that weird that I'm thinking like that? Probably but I just can't get him out of my head. I keep thinking of him all the time.

I'm super excited about the date! I'm thinking about what to wear but since we're going to bowling it doesn't need to be any fancy. To be honest I'm actually pretty good at bowling but it has been a while since I played.

Right now I'm sitting in math class with Soph. I'm happy that she went to school today but she looks kind of down... I don't know what has happened but I'm thinking about asking her later.

"That's it for today guys don't forget that you have a big math test on Tuesday next week." Mr. Harvey said.

Everybody started to pack their stuff and just as I was about to take my stuff I saw Sophia leaving in a hurry. I really need to know what's going on, I'm getting worried.

I packed my stuff really quick and ran out from the classroom but a hand gripped my hand. I turned around to see Zayn with the cutest smile ever.

"Hi princess." He said smiling.

"Hi." I giggled. I looked for Sophia and she was about to leave the building.

"Hey you know i have to talk to Sophia can we meet up later?" I said and started to walk away. I could see Zayn furrowing his eyebrows as I walked out the building.

I saw Sophia running towards our dorm so I ran up to her.

"Soph, wait up!" I shouted and she stopped. She slowly turned around and her eyes were bloodshot and tears were streaming down her cheek.

Oh no... What happened?

"Soph... What... What happened?" I slowly walked up to her and hugged her. She hugged me back tightly and started crying even more.

"I'm... Pregnant..." She stuttered and sniffed.

Oh no...

"Wait what? Are you sure?" I asked, I hope this is just fake because I hope that she isn't pregnant for her own sake...

"I missed my period and I took a test and it was positive..." She said wiping her tears.

"Oh Soph I'm so sorry but shouldn't you see a doctor, you know to be really sure that you are pregnant?" I asked and rubbed her arm.

"Yeah... I need to make an appointment." She said looking down. I feel so bad for Sophia, she didn't ask for this...

"We can go to a doctor today if you want to, I can follow?" I asked and she nodded her head and but her lip.

"Wait does Niall know?"

She shook her head and covered her face with her hands and it only made me feel worse. I just want to tell her that it will be okay and that we can fix it but I really don't know what to do...

"I haven't had the courage to tell him... Like what... What if he like... Breaks up with me and leaves me?" She stuttered and sniffed. I could see the fear in her eyes of the feeling to be all alone in this situation...