it's 12:02 in the morning and i'm crying. i can't seem to fall asleep. all i can do is think. me, thinking about all those times that you lied. you lied and you lied and you lied. you told me you were never going to leave me and you did. i sit by my window looking at the night sky trying to find an up-side to this but i can't. i can't and it's not working, i can't and i'm alone. i wasn't always like this. sad, emotional, anxious whenever i see you, constantly self-conscious. you made me feel so, good. so comfortable. you led me to believe in you. you were like a drug. you led me to trust you with everything i had. you told me you loved me. you said this was going to last forever. i guess forever isn't what i believed it to be. you are like a drug to me. no matter how you're affecting me i'm still crawling back to you. i love you, but you never loved me.
