now it's 1:47 and i feel like shit. you fucked up my life and now i just feel stupid. you ruined me. i've been crying for days and i'm dying inside and you're not even acknowledging me. it's always been this way. you've always just ignored me. YOU NEVER CARED. i wasn't anything to you. i was just something to fill you up until you finally got what you needed. you just used me. you made me believe i was your universe but maybe i was just another planet whose main source of energy was you and when you decided to die out, you killed me too. you were thrown into the void and you found new energy and now you're going to leave, while i am dead. i don't have the motivation to do anything anymore. i feel so used. im battered and bruised and it's all because of you. you ruined me. but i will always forgive you.
