Bulimia(Luke Hemmings)

Ten

*Luke's POV*

I went home shortly after having soup at Nora's house. I decided I'd keep that in my stomach, since I was quite dizzy. Also because, Nora made it specially for me since she thought I was sick. I couldn't just throw that away. However, after a bit of doing some maths homework, I began to feel nauseous. Soon, my stomach began to convulse and I rushed to the bathroom, vomiting the contense of my stomach into the toilet bowl. Tears streamed down my face. I never expected to start vomiting without purging.

When I finished, I opened my laptop and prayed Alex wasn't busy. I was pleasantly surprised when his face popped up on the screen.

"Hey, little brother! How goes it?" He asked. We weren't actually related, but my own older brothers, Jack and Ben were never as close with me as Alex was.

"It goes okay" I joked. "I met a girl..." Alex raised and eyebrow at me.

"Oh really now? What's her name? What's she look like? Are you dating?" He asked quickly. I laughed.

"Her names Nora. She's so beautiful, Alex. I wish we were dating. I'd never have to guts to ask her out anyway" I replied sadly. Alex sighed.

"You really should try, Luke. I know it seems intimidating and like if she says no it'll be the end of the world, but I swear, even if she says no, you'll be okay. And she'll still want to be friends with you. You have good judgement. I ran a hand through my hair with a long sigh.

"I know, you're right, I'm just chicken shit I guess." Alex frowned.

"You aren't chicken shit, you're just shy. I want you to try for me though, okay?" I looked at my hands. He knew if he asked me to do it for him I'd do it. Just because I loved him.

"I'll try, Alex. No promises."

"Ata boy, Lukey! I'll talk to you later, bro I have this weird study group thing I have to get to. I love you" with that my screen went dark. I hated that Alex had left for college already. But at the same time I was glad he didn't have to see me like that. As the guy who threw up his food just to be perfect. As the guy who couldn't possibly lose weight any other way. As the guy who got the piss beaten out of him in front of the most gorgeous girl on the planet. I was glad he didn't have to see that guy. The last thing I wanted was his disappointment.
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