Patronus (Snape x Reader)

Dizzy

~Dizzy~

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Tears were pouring out of my eyes. He knew, he knew that Voldemort is my father. He knows how horrible of a man he is. I didn't know any of this. I didn't know he followed him, or follows him.

I never even saw the death eater mark. I know they all get them on their arms. I guess I didn't pay close enough attention.

I'm so stupid. He must have been spying on me for my father.

I feel so betrayed. I hate him. I hate myself. I'm so fucking stupid. What is wrong with me.

Four years. Fours years he's known me. Did he know? Before he told me about knowing who my father is. Did he already know Voldemort was my father?

That bastard!!!!

All of my hair was red at this point. My veins turned black. My heart felt broken. I feel so damn broken right now.

He was using me. He FUCKED me. And it was all for nothing. It was all so he could be the good little pet for him.

A glass nearby shattered in my room. Kit ran under the bed.

I need to get myself in check. I need to get a hold of my emotions so I can go to that dinner. I want to see him. I want to see Voldemort.

I want to kill him but not yet. Now isn't the time. I must be patient. I have to be.

I have to put my walls back up.

"Let's get the train wreck started." I looked into the mirror whipping away my tears.

I put on a black laced dress that was mid thigh length, black heels that stopped at my ankle, a gold anklet, a gold band around my arm under my shoulder, and I put my hair in a ponytail with a small thin braid going down the center of the top of my head and went into my high ponytail.

I glanced once more in the mirror. Calming down enough for my looks to go back to normal.

I hated myself so much now. The feeling was still running deep in every part of my body.

I knew this was a trap. They wanted to deliver me to their fucking leader. Fuck them.

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I made it to the Malfoy manner. An elf escorted me through the house to a room. Claiming the dinning room was in there. I doubt it though.

I walked in and the door automatically shut. The first person I saw was Snape. His eyes looked red while staring at the floor.

Proving my suspicions I see all three Malfoy's, Bellatrix, worm tail, obviously Snape, Fenrir Greyback, Thorfinn Rowle, and the infamous Tom Riddle/Voldemort.

"I was right I see." I glared at the people in the room.

"You're not surprised?!" Bellatrix's crazy tone was the first to speak up.

"No." I stated plainly with my head held high.

"My beloved daughter." Voldemort nastily smiled at me standing up. He went to walk towards me from across the room.

"That's close enough." I said not letting him get to close.

"How dare you talk to him like that!" Bellatrix was more than pissed at me.