⚠️TRIGGER WARNING⚠️ ED
It was another typical day at John B's chateau as you and JJ were resting on the bed in the spare room that you guys claimed yours. JJ was laying on your stomach and you were playing with his long blond beach hair. Lately JJ has been noticing some strange behaviour from you but hasn't said anything and just brushed it off. Your stomach started to grumble loudly, you and JJ laughed it off. The grumbling got louder and louder.
"When was the last time you ate?" Y/N. JJ said playfully.
"Uhhh breakfast..." you knew for a fact that it wasn't breakfast! It had been at least 2 days since you ate a meal.
"Hm" said JJ. "you sure."
"Yep I'm fine, perfectly fine!" You reassured him.
"Let's start our day!" JJ said happily.
"Here put this on" JJ gave you his oversized grey Tee shirt and one of this favourite hats.
"Thanks Jay"
"Let's have some lunch" JJ said. You looked a little upset when he said this and he could clearly see.
"Hey, you ok?" JJ asks softly.
"Yeah" you said with a shaky voice. JJ hugged you from behind with your back up against his chest. He slowly lifted your shirt and placed his big beautiful hands on your stomach starting to rub big soft circles on you. You smiled and started to walk out to the kitchen to see the pouges making lunch.
"What would you like princess?" He asked you.
"I'm not hungry, don't worry about me." You said. JJ pouted and when you left the room he got everyone together for a plan.
"Guys, this has been heavy on my chest lately and I surprisingly haven't told anyone yet. Y/N hasn't been eating well lately. I'm not sure when it started but we should do something before it gets worse!" JJ said gently.
"Ok sounds like a plan." Said John B.
"Here, I'll talk to her. It's probably a girl thing." Kie says. Kie walks away into the room you entered.
"I have a good idea." Says pope.
"Of course you do." JJ says sarcastically.
"Ok listen everyone, JJ you know her best, go to the shops and get her all of her favourite snacks. We will prepare a huge dinner at the beach tonight. We will all try to encourage her to eat." JJ was out the door already on his way to the shops. John B and Pope started planing for the beach dinner.
"Hey Y/N you in there?" Kie asks calmly. She pushes open the door and sees you on the bed with your lip trembling.
"Omg are you ok? Come on let's eat something."
"It's not that easy" you said about to cry.
"How about we go for a walk!" There is a pizza place down the road, it's new!"
"Alright" you say. You go in a nice walk with Kie and order a large cheese pizza. By the time you get back to the chateau JJ has just finished unpacking all of your favourite snacks.
"Hey princess" JJ says as he slides across the bench to get closer to you. He places a kiss on your forehead and quickly steals a piece of pizza. He joins you and Kie at the table. You close your eyes tight fiddling with your shorts when you hear Kie say, "omg!! I'm definitely going there more often! This is amazing!!"
Kie exclaimed
"Agreed" said JJ.
You took a slice of pizza from the box and took a bite. You could feel them both discretely looking at you but didn't pay any attention. You swallowed quickly. You finished off the slice and went to yours and JJ's room. JJ followed a few steps behind you.
"Wasn't that bad was it now" JJ said playing with your hair. All you could feel was guilt.
"Hold on, give me a sec babe." you said rushing to the bathroom. You flung your head over the toilet seat and threw up all the pizza you ate. JJ came rushing in and held back all of your hair with one hand and rubbing your back with his other.
"That's it, let it all out." He said calmly. You were breathing heavily and JJ put his big hands under your shirt rubbed big soft circles on your stomach.
"Want to try again?" JJ asks pouting. You throw up again and JJ is mumbling under his breath. "Okkkk your not finished. Alllrightttt! It's ok just get it all up." He grabs all your hair again. After you were sure you had gotten it all up JJ leads you slowly back to your room and placed you on the bed.
"Feeling better?" He asked. You burst out in tears saying how you wish you could just eat like a normal person! JJ sat up and your head was in his chest lightly hugging each other while you cried. JJ rested his head on yours holding you as you cried. JJ got a little teary as you said this which made him squeeze you a little harder.
"It's ok Y/N your absolutely beautiful in and out! He put his hands under my shirt and rubbed big circles on my back. He lies back down and you lay down on top of him.
"I know what will make you feel better." He says with a smirk across his face. He reaches under the shirt and unclips your bra. You let out a chuckle. You guys cuddled in that position for at least an hour before dinner came around. JJ woke you up and told you to pick out some clothes.
"We're going on a little adventure" he says smiling.
"At this time?" You laughed.
You guys got ready and headed out in the Twinkie to go to the beach near the chateau. All the pouges were there and set up a beautiful table with all of your favourite things on it. There was fairy lights and music and you had a great night. Everyone heads back to the chateau around 9 o'clock. You and JJ go back to the your room in John B's chateau and you get ready for bed. JJ gives you an oversized hoodie and you both get into bed snuggling under the covers. You feel him hold your waist. You let out a deep breath.
"I love you" JJ whispers
"I love you more" you say
