JJs pov -
"Baby wake up" I say as she is laying in bed while rubbing her side to wake her up. She groaned and I laughed at her cute scrunched face. I though that YN was the prettiest girl in the world and she was, in the eyes of everybody else's but her own. I dragged her out of bed and she got ready for the day putting on a black bikini and throwing a oversized T-shirt on.
YN pov
As you walk out of yours and JJs shared room you meet John B, Sarah, Pope, and Kie in the kitchen. We all say good morning to each other and get ready for a day on the boat. The bad thing is, is that I've been feeling really bad about myself lately. Kie and Sarah are the definition of stunning and always being around them is not helping. I've also noticed that I've been thinking about it so much that I've been not my usual loud self lately. I wonder why JJ hasn't picked up on it yet. Usually he is very good at things like that.
JJs pov
We are on the boat and having a great time until I realise that YN was very quiet. Everyone else was swimming so it was just in the corner of the boat with her laying on my lap. I decided to ask her what was wrong. We tend to tell each other about absolutely everything that is bothering each other so she should tell me.
YN pov
"YN baby" I head JJ say behind me while playing with hey hair. "Yeahh" I responded knowing where this conversation was going. "I know somethings bothering you, can you tell me what's going on" he said in the calmest most welcoming tone. I sighed and debated whether to tell the truth or not but I decided I should. "We'll, lately I've been felling so disgusted with the way I look and feel and comparing myself to everyone has made me physically and mentally exhausted" I say all at once. "Oh honey" he says while scooping me up into a hug. "I never want you to feel like that ever cause you are nothing of what you just said." He said while examining me. "You are absolutely stunning and if you ever feel like your not I want you to keep telling me." I let out a small laugh knowing he really loves me.
