The Blue Romance #1 Blueberry Smoke

Isis

The covers of my warm bed, landed peacefully against my head, as I motioned them towards me, from where they stood, from the edge, now to the top of my head. I wasn't visible at first, not till I heard the creaking sounds of my floor, then the window, as the frosted sounds of the winter phantom, Isis, come through my window. I knew he was there, without even needing to wait to see his face, although I was prepared, I was no prepared for what would happen next. For what I was going to do to him next. Slowly I removed the covers from on top of me, as I sat up, immediately pushing myself out of the bed, not even a single care in the world, to notice how badly my hair had been messed up, and for the fact that I was still wearing shorts and a short tank top, for my bed time clothing. I expected him to at least have some sort of smile on his face, from all the other times he had one, but not this time. This time, he looked so sad, it made me want to instantly pull him into my protective hug, and never let go. But I knew what would've happened if I tried to hug him, hugging him would eventually lead to wanting to kiss him, and the need to become a phantom permanently, still wasn't made up in the back of my mind.

Firstly, I needed to see him before I could decide.

He was still just as tall as he was all the other times, I barely even made it up to his shoulders. Although he slowly bent down a little, so are eyes could meet. and connect. My first encounter had been so much different then this.....was it to heartbreaking to say, this might've been our last encounter? Saying that in the back of my head, still hurt just as much as it would have had it stormed past my lips. I slowly reached for his cold, light blue hand, as I rubbed my fingers along his cold, but beautiful skin. He didn't flinch, he barely even moved, it was as if he was trying to remember what I felt like, in case our last moments were moved up quicker....

''I love you...'' I suddenly said, the words having just popped out, as my mind completely shut down, ending up in my pockets, as I faced this moment brainless. I titled my head to the right, trying my best to read his expression, seeing past those beautiful cyan eyes, I could see what it was, he was looking so hard at.

My eyes.

My blue cyan eyes, the same color matching his. He was just staring into them, as if he was trying to lose himself inside them. As if he was trying to come up with ways to free me from, the curse causing him suffering and pain. My expression went flat, as a frown found my face. Grabbing onto his face, holding his cheeks softly, I made him stare at me, really stare at me, till his expression changed, he didn't seem to saddened anymore, although that all changed when I said those words again.

''I love you, do you understand that?'' I whispered, my voice almost breaking, as my heart shattered into pieces, as I pushed him towards me. The cold temperature of his body against mine, chilled my bones to the very touch, although through the short white tank top, the cold had been collected. In minuets the white color of the fabric, changed color. Turning from white to cyan. I could feel the color shifting, as it tingled, my skin.

This was a goodbye present, I'm sure it was. This is what he was trying to do, catch me off guard with a present, and make me forget everything I had planned out to say to him! My blood began to boli, as I pushed my head off his chest, staring into his eyes again, with my anger flames. He noticed me, but remained silent.

''You'll have to do better than that!'' I hissed, tightening my grip around his body, not allowing him to go, as that was my one dying wish. He wasn't allowed to leave me, he couldn't. Isis, wasn't allowed to go. If he did, I'd go with him. That was my one, last choice. My mind and I agreed. I wasn't going to be left behind here, living my days out lonely, and depressed because the one person I care for the most, as left me. I won't do it. I won't do it. I won't do it! My inner voice suddenly grew, storming through the walls of my inside mind, as a headache suddenly caused my head to ache.

My lips suddenly started to rattle, as twitch, as the cold from his body, took all the warmth away from me, and my bedroom. Leaving nothing but a winter cyan winterland behind, as the walls, and reflected blue lights, lit up the side of my face. Time had been slowed down, but only for a moment. I knew it was ending, the moment he pulled away from me. Tears fell from my eyes, seconds after, his cold lips pressed against my white, pale cheek. I craved more, craved more of him. Craved for him to stay beside me, sleep beside me. But as the original white walls, as normal yellow light of my lit candle, I knew the moment was ending. The frost was just about melted, as my grip around him felt lose, and like it was loosening the more the seconds passed us by.

''What did you do? Am I changed, permanently?'' I asked after the realization of the planted kiss upon my cheek, started making me wonder more questions, and claw for an explanation, I'd be happy with. But once my knees finally gave out underneath me, I knew I'd lost him.

The temperature of my original body temperature returned to me, as my pale blue skin, vanished, returning to the white pale shade, I had while I'd been full human. Somehow, somewhy, he took the curse from me. I was normal again. Normal again. as he was still the winter phantom who leapt into my world, and changed it forever.....

''Please.....'' I begged. ''Don't go...''

He smiled a loving smile at me, as he held my face in both his hands, lightly stroking my cheeks, with his fingertips. I reached slowly for his wrists, holding them, so he could not let go of me, but in moments, that's exactly what he did. He let go. He'd let go......

He'd let go.......

as I let go.......

He was gone before my eyes could take a second to blink. But not gone fast enough, to stop the tears from sliding down my cheeks, staining my face, as it touch still tingled my palms..... Isis, the winter phantom.....the love of my life, and the connection I never knew I needed, held a spot in my heart, and a whole chunk of my mind. As he always would, cause for as long as I lived, he'd never be forgotten.....