Conglomerated Yarns - A Short Story Collection

Care to go on a date with me? (PART II)

An unbidden sob escaped her as she heard those wrenched words fall from his lips. Her body was trembling as she made her through the bustling hospital, tears streaming her face as she made her way to her cabin.

Slamming the door shut, she threw herself on the side table, quickly rifiling through the drawers, collapsing in the chair as her legs gave out. Harsh sobs wrecked her body as she dug her nails into the armrests, desperate to feel something.

He didnt remeber her.. He..  He.. Lily.. He remembered her... But not her.. He..

She desperately gasped for breathe as her lungs ached withing her body, her whole being lighting up in schroching fire. She sobbed and clung to herself as more and more tears spilled off her cheeks, anguish filling her as bit her lips till it bled.

'"Because I like him!....and you, you came between us and ruined everything and I feel so jealous everytime I see you with him, being all cuddly and sweet and taking my spot! You are so so happy and I feel so so selfish for thinking like that!" '

Tears clung to her lashes as the memory tore through her mind, shattering her already broken heart and reminding her of how much of a freak, a monster and wrecker she is. He said he was over Lily, was over her best friend, and that he loved her and will never leave her. But she didnt deserve that did she? Her mother was quite clear with it.

A sharp pain spiked through her numb body as she brutally bought the knife to her arm, desperate to feel anything other that the shattering pain, to hear anything other than her own anguished sobs. Everything crashed onto her as she started repeatedly striking her arms, all the words her parents have called her, all the promises her best friend gave her, all the love he gave her... No.. She was replacement, Like she always is...

Dizziness clung to her mind as she numbly watched the beautiful droplets of blood dripping of her arm in pearls.

Darkness filled her vision as her body rapidly started to go lax, her mind registering faint shouts and cries, followed by the feeling of someone lifting her and then, she let go, fell into the arms of darkness.

*A/N*

I do not in anyway condone suicide, and its only written to express the anguish going through her.

Hope you all like this chapter, and i'm sorry if there is any grammatical errors or spelling mistakes.

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