My Soul Will Always Be With You

Calming down(eiji's part ) CH.20

Eiji POV

It's been 2 days since Ash,Sing,and Yue saved me from Twilights hold. And it's also been 2 days since I let Ash sleep with me. Not in the sexual way, but just in general. I feel bad about it, but I don't feel comfortable or safe sleep next to someone else anymore. I wonder if this is how Ash felt every time he got abused. I get up from bed and shower, ever since I came back my whole time has been in either the shower or the bed.

But mostly the shower. Once I'm done showering I go back to the room and changed into some sweats and an old T-shirt that's Ash's. I smelled his T- shirt, and it smelled like him. It smelled like his cologne and avocado. I put on the shirt and brush my hair. I open the bedroom door, and walk to the kitchen. Jessica's there making breakfast, and Michal's at the table eating.

" Good morning Jessica, is Ash here ?"
" No I'm sorry my dear, he left with Max to Chinatown, to see Nadia, I believe."
" Oh... ok thanks Jessica."
" Eiji ? Don't you wanna eat you haven't ate anything in 2 days!"
" No thank you I'm not hungry right now."

That was a damn lie. I was starving, but I didn't feel like I SHOULD eat. I was ashamed to let Ash hug me, I was ashamed to sleep, and I was ashamed to eat even. All I heard was a loud bang and then Jessica speaking.

" Eiji you WILL eat and you WILL continue to eat until I don't have to supervise you to eat, you understand me?" I was so shocked I just nodded. She simply smiled and said " Good now go sit down next to Michal and I'll have your plate ready for you in a minute."
" Ok thank you." was all I said as I sat next to Michal. He had his i-pad with him and he was watching some kind of anime.
" Hey Michal what are you watching?" He looked at me and said " I'm watching an anime called Sailor Moon. I like it so far, and my favorite sailor guardian is the blue one, but I forgot her name."
" You mean Sailor Mercury? She's my favorite too! She's super smart. You know? My sister favorite is the pink one, Sailor Chibi Moon."

Michal looked confused. " A pink one? I haven't seen her at all." I looked at his tablet he was only at season 1, then I realized the pink doesn't come in for like another 2 seasons. " Oh umm she comes in the show later."
" Ohhh. Ok." was all he said and he went back to his show. Jessica handed me my plate and I said a quit thank you, and she nodded and went back to cooking. Michal then spoke up. " Hey Eiji?"

" Yes Michal?"
" I'm was wondering if we can go to the park? Daddy's been with Ash a lot and Mommy's always cleaning. So I wondering if you can take me?" I thought for a moment, I didn't want to get kidnapped again, and I didn't want to put Michal in trouble either. But Twilights dead I thought. So I think it's ok to go out. " Sure Michal we can do that!" " Yay ok Eiji thank you, thank you, thank you!!!" I giggled at how cute he was being. " Do you wanna watch sailor moon with me?" I nodded and we watched Sailor Moon while eating.

(Time skip to when Michal is dressed and ready to go to the park. )
Still Eiji POV:

Michal was dressed and waiting for me i to be living room, I got dressed myself as well . I didn't put on anything to fancy or to lazy. I just put on the outfit I wore when I first came to NYC, my favorite Nori Nori bird sweater and some tan pants. I unlocked the door and went into the kitchen to get my phone and wallet.

" You ready Michal?" I yelled. " YES EIJI IM SUPER DUPER READY TO GOOOO!" He yelled in a loud loud voice, just then Jessica chimed in.
" Michal no yelling loudly in the house! You know better young man!"
" Yes mom I'm sorry!" I walked into the living room and Michal jumped up and grabbed my hand leading me to the door. " Ok bye mommy we'll be back Neverary!" Jessica came running from her room into the living room, and yelled " Oh no don't! I need to talk to Eiji real quick ok?"
" But mom- "
" No buts Michal, go wait on the couch." Michal walked to couch pouting. " Eiji I'll call you if Ash gets home, I know he's been wanting to talk to you for a while now." I sighed and nodded my head.

" Jessica, what if Ash doesn't want to be with my anymore? What is he's tired of me? What if he-"

" Now stop it with the 'what if's' ok? He loves you Eiji, more than you can imagine. He would do anything and everything to keep you safe and smiling." I smiled at her and nodded. " Good. Now go take Michal to the park, just take my car ok?" I nodded and called for Michal. He came running and held my hand. Jessica went to go get the keys and handed them to me. Then Michal and I left the house saying our goodbyes to Jessica.

( Time skip again to where there at the park)
I push Michal on the swing while he's laughing. We've been at the park for like 1 hour already. He's been on the swing for a while now and my arms started to hurt. But I didn't want to ruin his fun so keep pushing him. Then all of a sudden I hear someone calling my name from across the park. I stopped pushing Michal and I looked at him, he had a puzzled look on his face. Then he heard my name being called and he got off the swing and held onto my waist.

" Don't worry Eiji even though Ash isn't here, I protect you! I promise!" He said with a determined look on his face. I smiled at him and said thank you. " Michal I'm going to see who it is, come along." He nodded and we started to walk. We got near where the lunch benches were and I saw who was calling me. There was a girl, and she had green eyes and strawberry blonde hair. And next to her was Twilights sister. I stood shocked. Then I blurted out with out thinking. " What the hell does she want?"

AND THATS IT FOR TODAY MY FRIENDS. Also I'm sorry I haven't been posting much as I used to a lot of things have been happening which ik is no excuse for this. But I can't promise that I'll try to keep up with posting. But I'll try. Other than that thanks for reading, and until next time until then..

Say-yo-na-ra 🥲