Wanted || [BTS mafia AU]

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I enter Jungkooks room just to see him sleeping, I sigh and go lay down next to him caressing his hair.

"I'm sorry" I whisper.

Forget Yoongi he's a dickhead

"I'm sorry" Jungkook whispers.

"You did nothing wrong baby" I smile and he hugs me my head being on his chest.

"Please don't fall for him" he says caressing my back.

"I won't" I say "I promise"

He kisses my forehead.

"Hazel?" he continues whispering.

"Yes?"

"I..." he stops himself.

"Jungkook?"

I look up at him being sound asleep and smile to myself.

I slowly get up and make my way to the kitchen, I sit down on the chair on the kitchen counter and sigh deeply hiding my face in my hands. I feel a couple of tears escape my eyes.

It's just the pressure

I try assuring myself.

"Thank you" I hear a voice behind me and quickly wipe my tears away.

Yoongi takes a seat next to me and studies my face, I just freeze.

YOONGI POV

I go downstairs to grab a cup of water just as I was about to enter the kitchen I stop at the doorframe seeing Hazel with her face in her hands hearing a quiet sob.

My heart completely shatters to pieces.

I just want to hug her, kiss her, comfort her.

All I can do is sit here frozen just watching her being in pain while my heart rips apart with each one of her sobs.

"Thank you" I say and she wipes her tears away imidietly.

I take a seat next to her just looking at her pained expression not being able to do anything.

"Are you okay?" I ask knowing full well she isn't.

"Please don't act like you give a damn" she scoffs her voice breaking.

"Hazel" I whisper trying not to break down.

She looks at me in the eyes.

Nothing comes out of my mouth all I want to do is cry but no I can't let myself do that, not in front of her.

Tears start rolling down her cheeks and she looks away not being able to keep it in.

I take her cheek in my hand and turn her to face me whipping her tears away.

"Please don't cry" I say my own voice breaking.

"Why are you doing this to me?" she cries out "Why would care if I cry or not?"

"It breaks my heart" I whisper my eyes feeling watery.

"bullshit" she pulls her head away.

I hug her tightly putting her head on my chest.

"I care Hazel way more than I should"

She starts breaking down in my arms.

"I hate you" she whispers.

"I'm sorry" I whisper tears now rolling off my cheeks.

END OF YOONGI POV

I felt so much pressure, the moment he hugged me I couldn't hold it anymore I just broke down, why is he so nice but so mean? so plain yet so complicated? why do I feel the need to hug him every time I sense him near me?

No.

I promised.

I promised Jungkook.

I pull away from his embrace and back away.

I can't fall for you Yoongi.

I'm sorry.

"I'm going to go" I say then run to my room closing the door.

I lay my back on the door slowly falling down wrapping my hands around my knees sobbing again.

Why is my chest so heavy

I cry for hours, before I know it I'm asleep.

Dreaming of him. again.

A/N:This is so sad. PLEASE VOTE AND COMMENT💗🙏🏻