Wanted || [BTS mafia AU]

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I see Jungkook sitting on my bed looking at his feet a sad expression on his face...and then realisation hits me.

I LEFT HIM

well that's not even bad enough.

I USED HIM TO MAKE THAT DICKHEAD JEALOUS.

WHY THE FUCK DID I DO THAT!? I HATE YOONGI.

OH MY GOD I'M THE WORST.

I just stand there not being able to get any words out of my mouth as he raises his head to look at me disappointment taking over I run and sit down next to him.

"Jungk-" I try to speak but he cuts me off.

"Let's break up Hazel" he says his voice breaking.

"What no" I whisper in a sad tone.

"We have to before I fall for you" he says clearing his tone.

"Jungkook stop please let me jus-"

"Hazel you love him" he looks in my eyes "you have for a long time and honestly I don't want to be used"

"No"

"Let's just be friends" he gives me a weak smile.

"No" I feel tears roll down my cheeks.

"I'm sorry for keeping you from being with him" he says then gets up to leave but I grab his hand.

"Jungkook I'm so sorry please forgive me" I cry out.

"Hazel you're forgiven but I have to let you go" he lets go of my grip.

He leaves my room and I drop on the floor sobbing.

How could I do that to him? Why am I such a bad person? I didn't even realize that my 'revenge' was hurting him and what hurts the most is that he thinks I love him...

I'm keeping my damn promise till the day I die.

I lock the door and start breaking every glass object in my room.

I hate myself.

After cutting my skin like a hundred times I lay in bed and continue crying until I fall asleep.

YOONGI POV

I hear glass breaking and run upstairs just to find out it's coming from Hazel's room I go to open the door when Jimin stops me.

"Leave her alone" he grips my hand

"Fuck of " I yank it away.

The glass sound stops and we don't hear any kind of noise for a while which worries me, I try opening the door but it's locked.

"Hazel" I knock on the door.

No response.

"Hazel don't act like you cant hear me" I knock harder.

Nothing.

"HAZEL" I yell pounding on the door.

Still nothing.

"Go get the second key" I order Jimin but he just stands there "NOW JIMIN" 

He runs downstairs as I continue knocking and shouting her name getting no response.

Jimin gives me the key and I open the door.

My expression saddens and I rush towards her, she's laying on her bed which was now a pool full of blood.

My eyes start to water and I sob with her in my hands.

"Hazel" I whisper my voice completely shaking.

I shake her body and she slowly comes back to her senses.

"This dickhead" she glares at me.

Really Hazel? you really hate me THAT much.

"Jimin get the nurse" I order him whipping my tears away.

"I thought you killed yourself you bitch" I look at her half-open eyes nearly holding on.

"And you would cry for me?" she asks sarcastically.

"Loser" she coughs.

Of course, I'd cry for you.

I'd end my life for you.

"Who did this to you?" I ask now feeling angry.

"I did dimwit"

"Hazel" I glare at her.

"Like I'm telling you" she rolls her eyes.

"Fine, I'll just find out myself" I smirk.

I get up going towards the door.

I already know what happened. And that fucker will pay.

"I swear to god if you touch him I will end you" she tries raising her tone but she's too weak for that.

"Yoongi please"

I walk out.

I go to the training room to see Jungkook punching the punching bag.

"Hey Hyung" he waves "Wait why are you covered in blood" he stops his punching and comes closer to me.

"Its Hazels" I say with a straight face.

It doesn't take a second for him to get full of rage, he grabs my collar pulling me closer.

"What did you do to her" his eyes start to water.

"Oh don't give me all that you did this to her" I yell and throw a punch right across his face making him fall down.

I get on top of him and continue punching.

"You scumbag did this to her" I throw another hard punch making his nose bleed.

"Namjoon told me you broke up with her you prick" I keep punching harder and harder.

He throws a hard punch knocking me off him then he starts punching me.

"IT WAS ALL BECAUSE OF YOU DICKHEAD" he starts yelling and keeps punching me like he's some kind of maniac.

"You think I don't know how in love you are with her" he continues punching me till I start feeling my consciousness drift away and the next thing I know I'm passed out.

END OF YOONGI POV

A/N: I honestly feel like my chapters have been shit lately...I'm really sorry I promise ill do better.