Wanted || [BTS mafia AU]

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I'm sleeping when I suddenly hear loud gunshots out of the house, I groan as the door flies open revealing Yoongi.

"Hazel get up we need to go"

I jump up and we go downstairs meeting the others.

"Yoongi take Hazel and run into the forest don't come out of there until we come" Namjoon says.

"No we aren't going anywhere without you guys" I protest.

"Hazel please" Yoongi takes my hand.

We hear gunshots even closer now and I feel tears roll down my cheeks.

"Please don't get hurt"

"We won't" Tae smiles.

Yoongi holds my hand tighter as we run into the forest from the back door, we run and run deeper into the forest until we stop close to the lake.

I feel my heart racing from all the running and start heavy breathing.

"Hey, you okay" Yoongi looks at me concerned.

Hah, really dickhead? You came outside in the garden just to piss me off and you think it's all good now? as if.

"Fuck off" I yank my hand off his grip.

"Hazel come on please" he now looks tired of me.

"I hate you" I say then leave sitting down beside a tree.

I look up at the stary sky and feel tears roll down my cheeks...again.

I was so emotionally exhausted of all this I just wanted it to end.

"I'm going to go get wood please just don't go anywhere" he says leaving.

"Shithead" I hiss under my breath.

YOONGI POV

I start collecting sticks and bigger pieces of wood to start a fire and Hazels words won't stop repeating in my head.

Does she really hate me that much?

Will she ever notice just how in love I am with her?

She really does hate me.

I mean why wouldn't she I'm a dick.

After I've collected all the wood I need I head back to see Hazel facing away, looking at the stars.

I won't bother her, if she doesn't want to talk to me then so be it.

I start the fire and sit down my back resting on the tree I look at her as tears start escaping my eyes.

I love her so much.

I close my eyes telling myself it was only going to last one second but I drift to sleep.

HAZEL POV

I turn to look at him just to see him asleep I put my hands upon the fire while not taking my eyes of him.

He looks so nice and peaceful.

I smile as I sit down next to him.

"I love you dickhead" I whisper to him as I go to caress his hair.

I hold his cold cheek giving giving it a gentle kiss as I get back up.

Maybe he doesn't love me but the warmness he gives to me when our eyes lock, when he smiles even though that's really rare or even when we fight I feel the butterflies deep in my stomach.

I just want him to hold me, tell me he loves me but I'm here for other reasons.

I let Jungkook in but now I'm so close to finish all this, I can't risk it.

Not even for him...the love of my life.