Wanted || [BTS mafia AU]

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Two weeks, exactly two weeks since I haven't spoken to Yoongi.

Jungkook and I became friends and we're doing okay, Sarah left for good, apparently, Yoongi broke up with her. I met up with San who is now in Boston traveling and I... let's just say Yoongi lives in my head.

Next week we'll be hosting a gathering mostly to lure my father in.

I mean he knows I'm here but he's probably thinking of a way to get me back.

I felt emotionally and physically drained, for the past two weeks all I did was training not because I wasn't already so good at fighting but the training room became my safe place, no one came there plus I didn't have to face any of my problems down there.

I finish today's training, shower then head to lunch.

I take a seat next to Yoongi and start eating not sparing him a glance.

I feel him just staring at me but I choose to ignore it.

"You okay Hazel?" Hobi asks.

I don't even raise my head to look at him.

"Just tired" I continue eating.

"You've been saying that for the past two weeks" Jin adds.

"I'm going out in the garden will that be okay?" I ask Namjoon.

"Hazel" Yoongi speaks next to me.

I'm sorry Yoongi but I can't allow myself to talk to you.

I ignore him.

"Namjoon isn't the boss around here" he says still looking at me.

"Please" I beg him but without sparing him a glance.

"Look at me and say it" he demands.

"Yoongi please" I look at him in the eyes feeling tears in mine.

I wasn't sad about the garden, of course, I just hated the fact that I love him so much when I want to hate him.

"You can go" he smiles at me.

Oh dear, that smile, I want to cry so bad right in front of him, I need his touch, his kiss. I get up and go outside in the garden.

I sit on the grass and just take in the view.

Suddenly I fee a presence sit next to me.

I look at Yoongi just looking up at the sunset sky but I choose to ignore him and I just continue to look up.

"I only got with Sarah to make you jealous" he admits looking at me.

"Didn't work" I lie.

"Then why did Jungkook break up with you?"

"That's nowhere near your business" I say biting the inside of my lip.

"Fine then why are you avoiding me?"

"Because I hate your guts" I lie once again.

"Can I have a hug?" he sighs.

"Hah you wish" I scoff.

Why the fuck would he hug me?

"Please"

I finally turn my head to look at him smiling at me.

"Why are you smiling?" I look at him confused.

"I'm happy" he smiles brighter.

I chuckle and look at the sky again.

Then I feel arms turning me and lifting me up into a hug.

"Please hug me back just this once" Yoongi whispers in my ear.

I feel really emotional all of a sudden.

"Do you really need my hug that much?" I say sarcastically while tears escape my eyes I'm so glad he can't see them though.

"Yes" he pulls me closer.

I slowly wrap my arms around his waist drowning in his warm embrace.

"Thank you" he sniffles.

"Are you crying?" I say my voice breaking.

"Hell no" he says in a shaky voice.

"Hazel?"

"Yes?"

"I- let's go inside" he pulls away and heads inside leaving me alone.

"Dickhead" I hiss under my breath and slowly walk back inside upstairs to my room.

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