Every sunset and sunrise if i was to count my blessings you always came first
Trusting the process i did
A man to my dreams you are but i now change the tense to that
Past tense to the above is what am dwelling on.
I was investing in you because i saw a bright future
I could see us having a happy family together
I could see our kids calling you daddy as i get jealous because they called me meg
Honesty has always been the best policy to begin with
You despised this by sugar cotting it with a sweet lie
Lying to me that am the only one
You broke up with your ex because of a little complications
I was a fool in love that made me not bother asking what the complications were
Coming to realize just the other day you were a married man with two kids
Why didn't you just tell me even if your intentions were like snow
Why did you have to allow me to have blood clots in my heart
Am straining to survive because the pressure is so high
Tell me what you expected by making me fall for you with the truth at the back of your mind
That having kids you already do
Baby you can't light two candles at a go
Your baby mama just called you
Telling you that she misses you so much
Claiming it has been now only 12hrs since she saw you
Asking when you are going to return to her
But you made me a fool to trust you that everything is going as we had planned..
we should ignore the facts and proceed with our love life is what you say
Hello how can i assume the existence of reality
To fall more deep into a ditch with no one to pull me out
Why do you want me to waste myself by living a lie all through
I love you so much
The pain is so deep that am not sure if there is anything that will ever fill the gap
Its time to face the reality
Just distance from me my love
Take care of your kids and if we happen to meet let them call me aunty
They really deserve the best from their parents you to be specific my love.
For i believe a wounded heart must bleed for it to heal
Am weak but i wanna trust the process
Let life offer me a second chance a new dawn to see things in a different perspective
Goodbye is what is left of me with tears rolling
Since it was the last thing i expected it will ever happen and the word have a meaning to us.
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