the love story everyone wants

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🌟disclaimer, this has very sensitive topics🌟

September 2nd, 2021
Thursday
7:21 am

i awaken to the noise of my alarm that's on my phone once again. to be exact i woke up about 4 times with that annoying ass alarm. i look through my comforter and i fail to find my phone, which boosts up my annoyance level even higher. i finally rub my eyes with my knuckles and sit up. i glance around and catch a glimpse of the sun.

god what the fuck is the time, where is my mom? why didn't she wake me up?

i put my hands down to lift myself up but feel a hard surface in my palm, it was my fucking phone. i groan and stomp to the bathroom. i wash up and go downstairs and to my surprise, my mom wasn't there. when i walk up to the kitchen i see a light blue sticky note on the fridge.

"Hey Kamila I made you your lunch, it's in the fridge. I had to get to work super early so make sure you aren't late for school. I'm not there to wake you up for breakfast but there's randang and nasi in the fridge as well. Have a good day, Love you. - Mom"

i sigh and look in the fridge, pulling out food and heating up in the microwave. i check my phone if i got any recent text messages, the group chat. over the last two weeks i've bonded with a few people. they're really annoying but i need at least some people to talk to and some drama to investigate throughout the school year. all this follows up to a groupchat emma made. some of them were random people, some of them were mutuals. i, of course, didn't know any of them except for her and trevor. i'm still not comfortable talking to them FULLY, but i think i'll get used to it soon, hopefully.

September 2nd, 2021
Thursday
1:21 pm

it's during lunch time, and im sitting all by myself as usual. not until emma comes running to me, almost tripping.

"HEY??? WHY DIDN'T YOU GET LUNCH? THEY'RE SERVING PIZZA TODAY!" she yells across the cafeteria, having half the people in there stare at her like shes a fucking lunatic. "i brought my own lunch like a normal person, plus i'm not eating school food. last time i had that shit i was farting clouds," i chuckle. i slap her back and offer her a strawberry. emma glances behind herself and widens her eyes. i stare at her, confused as to why she would do that. i try to get a peek behind me but she quickly grabs my head and almost slams it down on the table before i stop her. "WHAT THE HELL EMMA?" i yell, not as loud as she did. "that guy is STARING AT YOU."
"literally what guy you didn't even let me see."

"uhhh? the guy from english literature stupid fucking shit head. he's also in like 4 of our other periods? you guys sit next to eachother in algebra."

i still give her a confused face. i dont know anybody here, and it's not like i wanna get to know them. i'd rather much us be strangers than being mutuals even.

"will you let me get one glance at least?"

she takes her hand off my face and turns my head slowly with her hands under her chin. i then can make out this 5'7 caucasion guy with what seemed like semi curly hair with glasses. i burst out laughing and slap emma in the face, "you really made me look at THAT? BAHAHA"

"GIRL HE'S CUTE AND HE WAS LOOKING AT YOU!!"

i then remember that i haven't told her i have a boyfriend now. i dont know why i havent told her. i havent really told her anything about me, she doesn't even know my favorite color. i smile and widen up my eyebrows.

"emma, i have a boyfriend."

she gasps in disbelief and kicks my shin which makes me scream a little bit. she gets up and jogs all around the cafeteria before sprinting back to me in a matter of seconds. she pulls down her mask and shes smiling with so much joy for literally no reason at all. she takes my hands and raises them up and down.