MY TRUST ON YOUR LOVE

Love or Lust

Lavanya: You are right, but marriage suddenly. Yes, we also want to get married and we want it be soon too but suddenly you're saying all this and may be others didnt notice but I, that you are avoiding about the properties will papers

She said making Khushi go silent once again. Understanding it is no use in asking her, they left the topic. 

Aman: You didnt tell us sissy, how you came to know about us?

Lavanya: Yes, how did you know? Do you know for how many days i was trying to say about it. I was nervous, scared, and what not. On the otherside, you, even after knowing everything you pretend like you know nothing and was enjoying my state. 

She said in fake angry voice. To which Khushi laughed, but genuinely not a fake one. 

Khushi: I might gone abroad for the work leaving the show in your hands but remember I have my ways. She said smirking.

In all this Arnav didnt listen anything nor took part of the conversation, he simply stared or we can ogled at Khushi openly which is unnoticed by everyone. Talking for some more hours, they left the office concluding to talk to elder Raizadas about the marriage coming sunday. Khushi left a sigh and gazed out of the large glass in her office relaxing and enjoying the nature outside after bidding them bye, which lasts only few seconds because Arnav re-entered the office again without knocking. Tip toed he hugged Khushi backwards and arrested her with his arms without giving her time to recover.

Khushi: Arnav what are you doing? Leave me. 

Arnav: Cant you see hugging my future wife. 

She tried to come out of his grip only for it to be tightened. She sighed knowing it is waste of energy. 

Khushi: What do you want Arnav?

Arnav: Now that's says like a mature kid. Its just I have a doubt baby...

Khushi(cutting him said angrily): Dont baby me 

Arnav(not bothering with her words): BABY the thing is when you know about Aman and Lavanya love then why dont you know about my love baby or we can phrase it as why are you  PRETENDING like you know nothing? hmm..

Khushi(stammering): W..wh..what you ar..are talking about?I dont have any clue about anything. 

Arnav: Then why are you stammering baby, you know if you would have been here on the time of fashion show then i would have showed how much I want you and how hard I fell for you, but see no luck on my side that you have to go for you're work. 

Khushi(thinking): Wish I can voice out my feelings for you, can able to lean on your shoulders and say "i'm very tierd please take care of me" and can start a family with you. How can I say to you Arnav that I intentionally ran away from my own feelings, from YOU. I dont want you to suffer because of me, I want you to live happily without any worries, tension and ME. Sorry Arnav and I love you. 

Arnav:..... we would be same state as them or we would be in love more than them.

Khushi(composing herself): Arnav stop all this nonsense. Th..this is just a physical attraction not any love. Its just Lust.

Arnav jerked her turning her towards him and coming closer dangerously. 

Arnav: What did you say, its just lust, LUST. Cant you see love in my eyes for you, my admiration and caring for you. Tell me dammit 

Khushi(making her heart stone): I cant see anything 

Arnav: Dont act like a blind person Khushi. (softly) Dont be so hard on yourself baby. If you want to say something you know right i'm always there for you. 

Khushi(softly): Please go Arnav, i am tierd. 

Understanding that all the events are taking a toll on her he left not before kissing her softly on her forehead muttering "take care". The kiss was not a passionate nor rough one but a like a kiss to a baby giving her, his silent love and support

Confirming he left for now REAL, she let her mask down and break down on her knees for the misery, for hurting her loved ones, for not having a normal life like others, etc,.

to be continued...........