𝓞𝓾𝓻 𝓓𝓮𝓼𝓽𝓲𝓷𝔂

chapter 6

Avni pov. :

When Bebe said to me that Neil came back.
I'm starting to feel afraid. the reason I don't know.

The Neil Khanna is back I just want to meet him, hug him. This is my wish to saw him, say to him that all things that I never share with anyone. 
I want to complete my wish to pull his cheeks. Whenever I saw his picture the thought of pull his Cheeks always came to my mind. You all don't know but I'm a crazy fan of him.

The first time I saw him in Darmiyaa film and from there only I became his fan. The way he represents his
characters in that movie, for that movie he learns ancient languages, also his regular practise of music for improving his vocalist. And the most I like is, how he stands for his wife in that movie, how he fought with goons for his lady only. I also want that he does all things for me. 
Avni stop this now you again started to think that things that will never be valid.

You all don't know but I'm madly in love with him. After seeing him in that movie and from there only started to fall for him.
I never miss his any movie. It's not like bcoz of his looks and all but his nature towards his subordinates, his humbleness. And the main reason is his eyes I love his eyes, just look at them you will forget your surroundings. Whenever I  feel low I always saw his images, his eyes always give me peace. 

Anyways leave all things, now I only want to concentrate on my work. I know after knowing this news  I'm not able to concentrate on my work.

What if  I make any mistakes?  I'm new here I don't want to make any bad impression here and the plus point is Neil is here I don't want that he thinks anything bad about me.

Ohh God Neil Khanna is in a home. Bappa bacha lena apko to pata hai na sab kuch. Plz, pata nhi abb mai apne work pe concentrate kar bhi paungi ya nhi or kuch mistake ho gayi toh...
nhi nhi Avni kya soch rahi hai tu.

Relax relax,  close your eyes and take a deep breath and release.
Inhale hmmm exhale hmmm yes do it again hmmmm.

When I'm busy doing this and that time someone came there and stumbled with me. I was going to fall but somebody's hard hand saved me from falling. When I open my eyes and noticed that somebody saves me from falling and this person is none other than Neil Khanna. oh My God, he was here in front of me. What should I do now?
Look at him, how attractive he was looking. I only saw him on television and mobile, I never saw him in real and look what he is here in front of me.

That's it when I'm trying to keep myself relaxed that time the main culprit of my disturbance came in front of me.
What should I do now?
Just look at him, his eyes, his smile.  wait is he is smiling or what but why? I thought he will scold me for stumbled with him. But he doesn't scold me nor he looks furious.
When I'm busy assuming all these things he dropped me down.

Ouch Mumma, It hurts me. Both physically or mentally. I never thought he will do something like that but he does.
and just look at him there is no expressions on his face.  Huhhh

I will never talk with him never ever suna good Ji. I'll never talk with him. I never think he does this with me.
(In complaining tone)

Ouch, I'm getting late for my work. I have to go to Prakash sir he must be waiting for me but how will I go? I cannot stand by myself.

When I'm trying to get up that time he forwards his hand towards me.
huh look at him, first of all, he is the one who fell me down and now trying to help me;

But why? Sometimes ago he dropped me down and now forward his hand for me. What should I do now? Should I took his help or not. What if he again dropped me down? No, no Avni you can't take his help. It will be risky.