Tics
I have tics
I try to hide them
I can't tell my parents
They'll say I'm making it up
They won't take me seriously
I hide it everywhere I go
At home, at school, everywhere
But I'm ok I can deal with it
It's my secret to keep
Rain
Rain is happy
Most think it's sad
They say 'it's dark'
Are you always happy?
Don't you get sad?
I like to imagine
The sky has finally
Reached its breaking point
It's crying for everyone
I know it's been happy
For so long it's ready
To let it's emotions go
School
"Cover up for the boys"
"You're not smart enough"
"You're failing my class"
"You need to get it together"
"Study harder next time"
"Lose the attitude"
"You're not going anywhere"
"Get more sleep"
"You're fine sit back down"
"You should've gone before class"
"Put your phone away"
"You're distracting the boys"
People
I don't like people
They're all too loud
All day all night
They're yelling
It gives me anxiety
I don't like people
All day all night
They're all silent
It scares me
I don't like people
They're all too mean
All day all night
They're bullying
I'm used to it
I don't like people
They're all too nice
All day all night
They're all giving
I'm not used to it
I don't like people
They're all too crowded
All day all night
They're all gathered together
I don't like being touched
I don't like people
They're not friends
All day all night
They're ignoring each other
They should be friends
I don't like people
Gray
Gray is my favorite color
It's not black, it's not white
It's right in the middle
White is considered good
Black is considered bad
I am right in the middle
I've done good stuff
I've done bad stuff
I'm right in the middle
I'm not good
I'm not bad
I am gray
That day
The day the child was born
Was the day the dad left
The day the child turned 3
Was the day the mom died
The day the child turned 5
Was the day the child was adopted
The day the child turned 6
Was the day the child found out
The day the child turned 9
Was the day the child hated
The day the child turned 13
Was the day the child cut
The day the child turned 15
Was the day the child grew up too early
The day the child turned 17
Was the day the child drank
The day the child turned 19
Was the day the child moved out
The day the child turned 20
Was the day the child tried to die
The day the child turned 23
Was the day the child went to the hospital
The day the child turned 25
Was the day the child joined their mom
The day the child would've turned 27
Was the day the child would've gotten married
The day the child would've turned 30
Was the day the child would've become a parent
The day the child would've turned 40
Was the day the child would've adopted a kid
The day the child would've turned 50
Was the day the child would've cured cancer
The day the child would've turned 60
Was the day the child would've mourned
The day the child would've turned 70
Was the day the child would've been at rest
It's all over before you know it
There's good to come wait it out
