i forgot to publish this a while ago, but here i guess lol
This is what loneliness means to me. It feels like walking behind the rest of the group because there isn't enough room in the hall. it feels like the thought it's your fault when you lose the volleyball game.it feels like you're not in your own head, it feels like seeing your body from above like you're a ghost. It feels like wanting to cry but not being broken enough to. It feels like wanting to talk but there's something inside keeping you from speaking. It feels like you're the only one in the world. It feels like being so far past hunger that you know if you eat, you'll throw up. It feels like taking your adderall then drinking a RedBull. It feels like you can't move but you need to do a lot of assignments. It feels like needing to move but you physically can't.
this is about half of what i wrote lol but still, at least i wrote something lol
