Stumbling up Haechan simply held the counter where Soojin's leftover glass remained. Has that how she had been feeling all along? It was maddening when all he was trying to do was listen to her advice.“You’re over exaggerating, it is not her fault—it was you who said it she was in same position as me right? Now what happened to that huh i like her so what!?"
In the moment all he could care about was how wrong he had felt, perhaps it was the realization dawning upon him how badly he had treated her yet he couldn't back down not understanding how he felt.
Conversation now getting heated making it suffocating, hard even to breath no one dared to utter a word.“Yeah marry her then your parents would be MORE THAN HAPPY and when the truth comes pouring out by her bitch ass don’t come running to me..like you always did ever since we were kids haechan”
This was a blow to his ego he had so majestically created, though it was true how he found solace in her presence and advices she couldn't apply it like this. For a second he did wonder if she right but all of his judgement clouded by thoughts of Hauen.
“What truth are you even talking about? you're the one who decided love doesn't exist after one fucking heart break—you might be heartless but I do want to have a life unlike you soojin ! YOU HAVE BEEN PUSHING US AWAY AND HAUEN TOLD ME WHAT YOU SAID TO HER, IT WAS ALWAYS YOU”
He shouted out the words he had held back, the instant regret upon scratching the past she had entrusted the with, a topic too sensitive for her now used against her in a stupid fight made everyone in the room gasp in disbelief. Jaemin's jaw hung open hearing the words which left his mouth. Had he really gone this low?
“LEE DONGHYUCK!”
Jeno shouted his name in order to make him snap out of his depths of loathing and insanity yet he remained steadfast. Renjun’s eyes darkened as he clenched his fist ready to cause a scene he wouldn't hesitate to punch him for her knew the truth wanting to take a step jaemin held his arm.
Soojin inhaled sharply all of this hitting her like a train wreck, the past, present and her future all flashing before her eyes.“what did i say to her? ”
She stumbled over her words getting a grip of reality, losing all the will to fight, to make him understand her point of view. Maybe she had lost the moment the battle had started or maybe she was never meant to win.
Awaiting his reply she gulped preparing for another blow, another wound to be carved by the one she cared about deeply.“That you don’t want us to get married”
Haechan told not a single nerve in him to soften his voice, or even talk with normal human decency. His rough words along with an irritated look wavering slightly as he stared in the eyes of the girl who stood before him.
“You didn’t wanted to get married haechan..you were the one who wanted to end this wedding, hyuck you were the one that acted like a widowed women with 2 kids”
She sighed out all strength leaving her body, hauen's lies were that believeable that he didn't even come to discuss with her? But did it any of it matter anymore? Was it even worth it ?
“yeah but now i like her and you can’t tell her to push me away...i want this to workout”
Did he even want this to workout? Or was he forcing himself? The battle within him made him insane and now that she who gave him purpose to live was leaving him like that, if made him hopeless. Or maybe this time he had hauen.
“Fine keep believing her..the person you just meet 2 months ago. oh and haechan thanks for calling me heartless bitch cause you know what? for once I was actually gonna start believing in that shit but if love existed we wouldn't be here”
She said her voice quivering as fresh tears rolled her cheek endlessly. She was tired, so tired of being the one who was hard to love, she didn't give a damn about what the world thought about her, but hearing it from Haechan it hurt beyond words. She didn't believe in love but she did believe in friendships and the comfort it brought but he might have ruined that for her.
The instant guilt which hit him seeing her cry made him take a deep breath as haechan tried to hold her back but the damage was already done.“Don’t touch me”
her words stumbling as tears blinded her eyes blurring the sight. She took a few steps back no able to stay here any longer.
“Look just listen”he ruffled his hair frustrated his words were harsh he agreed but there was still time, still some hope to fix it if they talked it out he wanted to.
“Don’t you fucking d-dare face mme again”she managed to say with a sharp pain in her heart, wiping her tears not wanting to completely break down Infront of them it was all too overwhelming. Haechan could do nothing but watch her as he took few cautious steps towards her she shook her head moving back.
“I hate you”
With a choked sob she rushed out with a dedication not to come back here, not to be the one with a bigger heart and forgiving so easily that's if they even asked for forgiveness in the first place.
“I messed up” he mumbled grabbing his hair
“Oh yeah right you fucking did bringing the past she trusted us with was a great fucking idea donghyuck" Renjun let out some profanities in his mother tongue before leaving slamming the door Harshly“I’m going” jaemin rolled his eyes simply done with everything
Jaemin was a calm person he usually wouldn’t get angry making him angry was the most difficult thing but seeing his face haechan knew he fucked up real good this time
“Hyuck...you gotta fix this” jeno sighed patting his back “you’re also leaving?” He asked making jeno sigh “I’ll stay for a drink i guess
9-09-21
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Dream Rush || Nct 00line
Fanfiction"What will it cost to make you shut up?" "your lips on mine or your last name with mine" Nct dream 00line Renjun,jeno, haechan, jaemin, soojin , Yangyang "Dreamies fam"